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Boredom + Random = Post

2012-01-30T15:51:00.003+08:00

Hey, bloggie! i missed you :)) How are you? *kiss all over the monitor kkk~~* /smirk.

Okay, it has been almost two or three weeks since my last post. Uhhm i guess? kkk~ ;)

I don't know what the heck happen to me to the point that I almost loss my passion of blogging. T___T

I even thought about deleting this. Really.

BUT I JUST CAN'T HAHAHA. Ü

Crazy me for having that thought. *smack head~*

I'm having random thoughts right now hihii. Ü I don't know what to tell actually.. . *thinks*

OOOH. :))

It is still my off right now. Me wanted to go to mall but sadly nobody can accompany me.

Isn't that sad. T___T

Mom has work today. Nobody is free. Only me. *cries*

I just stay at home and watched movies.

I finished two movies and decided to go online. See, that's why I am here.

Blameeeeee my boredom. *stick out tongue* kkk~~

What the thing that keeps me busy aside from work?

Of course, FF. Yes, still addicted to that.

I even joined RP HAHAHA. SOOO MUCH FUN. ^^

My character is Hyukkie. I just love being HiM.

Nasty or nice. Liberated or conservative. Everything is still Hyukkie. :))

ANOTHER OOOH. :))

^^ City Hunter is currently airing in our national television.

I love the Kdrama. I just love Kim Nana & Poo Chai. :)))

You better watch that drama too.

EEEH. ^^

I'm thinking about having my hair cut short since summer is coming. Hihii.

But can't decide yet. Pfff. *sigh*

I don't know what to dooooo! :/

I told you, I'm too random today. HAHA Sorry. Ü

P.S. Doing my blog rounds.

Will visit more blogs today. :>>

Even the best fall down sometimes.. .

Meet Poo Chai Ü

2012-01-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

Annyeong ~~~ :)

Ne, ne, this is Tamtam again. Hihi. See, when I said you'll see me here often, I mean it.

Lols. Ü So, mom is so generous. We went to SM already thrice this week. Isn't she too mall addict? kekeke. Like we went there for nothing. Huuu. Just strolling and buying unnecessary stuffs. Really. But the last time we went there, she bought gifts for granny. :)

Cooooool ~ And since she said I have been a good boy, she bought me a playmate!

Yipeeeee :PP Yes, yes *nods* I am going to introduce you to my buddy.

His name is Poo Chai. kekeke. Mom named him after Lee Minho's character in City Hunter (the Thai Name.) Yes, she already finished that Kdrama. Addicted much? hihii. Ü So, tell me isn't Poo Chai is as cute as me? kekek! ^^

See, how cute we are? :) Handsome as Lee Minho. Ü

I'll be back again soon. :))

P.S. OHH TO BUZZ, THANK YOU BUDDY! I AM GRATEFUL TO BE YOUR FRIEND.

IM SO GLAD TO MEET YOU. Ü

Lovelots,

Little Tamtam

Hello! I'm Tamtam

2012-01-04T09:39:00.003+08:00

Hello ~~

My name is Tamtam and my mom is Krykie she calls me little tamtam or bbytamtam. :)

As you see, I am a little monkey so my daddy is no other than Lee Hyukjae.

Bet you see our similarities, Ehh? ^^

Yea. My mom is quite obsessed with Hyukkie since Heechul is still in the army. Ü

And blame those great FF she reads kekek! That makes her drools more over my daddy Hyukkie. ;)

I told my mom to make me my own blog but she just don't want so I'm here invading hers. kkk~!

You will see me every now and then here.

I promise to be a good boy. Ehh. :))

Did you know that Siwon & Kyuhyun hyung with daddy Hyukkie went to the PH to shoot for a commercial?

We were there! kekeke ~~ Yea. Mom was crazy stalking the three.

She saw Siwonssi and Kyuhyunssi but not my daddy Hyukkie, isn't that too sad? T______T

But I know my mom is freaking happy since she at least managed to see that two.

Oh well kekeke I'm super happy too! Siwon hyung seems really really nice!

He always taking pictures and kept tweeting about their place. Hohoo. Hyung is the best!

Kyuhyun hyung, omoooo~ his hair! I envy his hair. So stunning! I should ask mom to dye my hair like that. Hihii. I bet I will become more handsome, ne? :)

I'll be back next time for more stories, okay? :) It's just mom needs to work now.

Jalgayo ^^

Love,

Tamtam

Happy 2012 :)

2012-01-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

Fail blogger, YES I AM!

Almost a month since my last post, right?
Oh well. Such a lazy blogger but hey! I really been busy though.
So, forgive me will you? besides it's new year already kekeke!

Merry Christmas (freaking late greetings) & Happy New Year!

Well, I had a gloomy Christmas eve since it was just us four at home.
Nothing is really much special that night. We just ate and sleep.
Christmas day itself, mom and I just went to MOA ate, bought gift for my boss, and stroll around.

Good thing my New Year is a lot way better than my Christmas. :)
Although, I hate how my neighbors just slept with these two occasions.
Seriously, I feel like we are the only one celebrating those occasions.
Their house was all locked up and too dark. :|

How will you feel if your neighbors are like that?

My cousin went to celebrate with us last night. So, we then became five. lols!
Better than four. :))

We ate together and had pictures.

look at my baby tam tam :) so freaking adorable, right?

Ohhh the reason why I was force to stay awake is because I am waiting for Siwon and Kyu to arrive here in our country. So, they are freaking here already! Damn!

LUCKY GAMERS AND SIWONESTS

BUT REALLY IT IS LUCKIER PHELF! :)))

2011-12-11T23:43:00.001+08:00

Hello ~~ :)

I'm in the mood of posting another entry and after this of course I will return all the tags, so expect me in your blog okay? :))
It's almost late and I'm the only one who is still awake. Hmm I bet so. kkk ~~~
Because my dad, mom, and bro are already upstairs in their respective rooms so I guess they are already sleeping. zzZZZZ

Ooooh, I'm committing crime here. kekeke ~~
I just found a tumblr account that every pervy kpop fans will surely love.
Damn those HOT gif grrrrr! It makes me wanna jump inside the monitor. Keeeee!
Why these two guys hugging each other is freaking hot in my eyes? WAE?!!! :)))
Nothing is wrong with me, right? HAHA
Because I seriously asked my friend and she said it's okay and find it HOT too.
So, really. I'm still normal. Lols. Ü
But BLAME THOSE FANFICS AND GIFs over the net. They are the root of me being pervy. Kekeke. Ü EUNHAE is freaking love. Ü

Anyway, our town feast went well last Thursday.
Yea! Viva Nuestra Adora Immaculada Concepcion, our patron. ^_^
Look at my dad wearing my SJ shirt. :)
So cool. Eeh. Ü I feel like wanting to influence everyone here with kpop. HAHAHA. :)

My cousins and I did some cosplay inside my room. YEA. INSIDE MY ROOM. lols!
We were supposed to have it somewhere else but my brother's visitors were still here when we decided to dress ourselves.
So, we don't wanna feel embarrassed seeing by them that's why we held it in my room instead. HAHA. Ü Crazy isn't it? :PPBut here's our photos :

Yea. I'm portraying ENMA AI and my cousin is a random school boy. Ü

Kpop blah blah ;)

2011-11-26T21:25:00.001+08:00

I'm sleepy already but I promise to myself to make an entry before I doze off. kekek.

[I'm talking about Kpop here. Lols. Sorry for those who cannot relate eeh. T_T]

Yaaaa!. :)) Hello! Ü So it has been ages again since my last post. Eeh! kekekek ~~~
I'm reaally sorry. I have been busy with work. Really! ^.^
During my two days off, I'm spending the first day going somewhere and spend the second one reading a lot of "FANFiC" on my phone. Yeaaaaa! :)))
Okay, I only read EUNHAE fanfic. That couple is really my OneTruePair.
Though it's Yaio but hey! I don't really care. HAHA.
As long as it's EUNHAE or whoever from my fandom. Everything will be loved!
I don't mind them hugging, kissing, or even making out. Hell'yaaaa! It's only fiction though. ^^
I really enjoy reading. Mind has great power and we fangirls are too powerful. ;)

Anyway, SS4 Seoul went well. Right now PH is still not on the list like WTF!
How long I/we have to wait 'till we see our country in that freaking list? T_______T
SS2 and SS3 both have high sales here!
Everyone is screaming their hearts out during the concert.
C'mon! WE NEED SS4. I even save up for this. I'm freaking ready! Just give me the date!

And have you seen my baby RYEOWOOK? OH MY GAWD!
He has ABS now. Ohh baby no more. Really! I'm calling him Siwonie's Apprentice haha!
To all the SUJU members he's the least person to me who would like to have such body but I guess it wrong.
My baby is such a big boy now! Even flirting with the female dancers. Eeh! /stabheart

Baby, can you flirt with me instead? /puppy eyes. :))))

HAHA BELIEVE ME, I SOMETIMES CALL MYSELF CRAZY.
I GUESS IT'S BECAUSE OF THE FANFIC I BECAME MORE CLINGY AND MORE VOCAL
I love showing affection. I don't know whether it's okay or not, but I'm kinda enjoying it with my long time friends, fangirls, newly meet friends, and to whoever I feel comfortable with. lols. Ü

Here's my baby during he's Move Like Jagger solo performance.
Look the way he moves, haha! flirty wookie. neh! :))
[I even downloaded that video and play it to our TV for better view. HAHAHA]

I'm off for blog walk. See you. Ü

ASDFGHJKL Day! Oh love !

2011-11-07T00:52:00.003+08:00

[I made this post last night around 11 in the evening but keep updating it that's why the date changed.]

I don't want this day to pass without me making an entry. Really! ;)
If you can only see me right now my eyes are really shining bright because of happiness.

Today is soooooo ASDFGHJKL! I don't know how to describe this day. hihii. :))
I feel happy, overwhelmed and so thankful for everything!

Okay, today ( November 06, 2011) is Super Junior's 6th Years Anniversary!
Yes, it has been 6 years since their debut. That's freaking love!
You know I am a self-confessed ELF, right? So, this day isn't just an ordinary day for me.
This day is filled with so much love at sobrang kilig!
Though I consider myself being an ELF for just almost a year.
I don't know exactly what date I became an ELF. I'm bad with dates.
So embarrassing huh? T_T

So, Mama and I went to mall. After the grocery, I bought cake and 2 pieces of balloon. kekek :) I'm crazy, right? Such a loner fangirl. I'm doing everything alone!

HAHA wala man lang ka-spazz. aisssh ~~
But I don't feel bad at all because my parents join my craziness! Yes, they really did!

I SO LOVE YOU SUPER JUNIOR! :))

The "HELLO HALLYU" aired at GMA NEWS TV earlier.

I bet all the fangirls gone wild because I did.

I even came to a point where my head started to ache because of too much happiness.

Crazzzzzy! :) Plus the fact I kept tapping the narra set and biting my fingers!

Grrr. Ang intense po! Shet haha :)) Wagas na kakiligan! Ü

So, my day today is really DAEBAK! :)
I'm having like an idon'twantthisdaytoend syndrome lols! Ü

Here are some scenes that added spice to this crazy day and gave me endless laughter:

Scene 1 :

Morning. About 11 AM.

Papa: Asan ang PSP. (Where's the PSP?)
Kryk: *Widened my eyes* Bakit? (Why?)
Papa: Maglalaro ako ng Metal Slug. (I will play Metal Slug)
Kryk: *burst out laughter*

Seriously, I thought my father was joking but FTW he really knows how to play it!
HAHAHA hindi ko alam kung anong trip neto at kung paano natututo. :)

Scene 2 :

Evening. After we had pictures taking.
Right when Hello Hallyu started and I'm crazy tapping my cheeks! Kase nga kinikilig ako! haha :))))

Mama was upstairs.

Papa: Cora, cora dalian mo! Eto na idols natin. (Cora, cora, faster! Here's our idols!)
Kryk: *laughing so hard* PUAHAHAHAHA :)

I'm crazy but my father is even crazier~ Ü

Random Post :)

2011-11-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

I have a lot of kwento but I don't know where to start. HAHAHA. :)
Here I go again. lols!

Ohh please forget about my last post. HAHAHA!
Sadly, hindi ko na siya crush kase. T_____T
So frustrating. It lasted about three days lang ata.
I change a lot. Pati sa mga crushes, Omo ~~.
Feeling ko tuloy salawahan ang puso ko. HAHAHA.

Eto pang malalala because of "I Wanna Love You" ng EunHae Couple.. .
I love Hyukkie before but this time, RAWR!!! I LOVE HIM MORE!

The way he grinds his body sa fanmade video ng IWLY, yay'! hello perv me! :)))

Seriously! Kaya ikaw Baby Heechul, c'mon lumabas ka na ng army kase yung puso ko salawahan na talaga. :))) Pero mahal na mahal kita. =PPP PERO [ulit] habang wala ka si Hyukkie muna ha? :]]]
HOHOHO. Ü

Okay, last Saturday I went to MOA alone! oo, kunwari matapang ako. hihii. Ü
I met few friends there. The real plan was we're going to watch the MTV Exit Concert kaso yung nag-iisang tao na pwede kong kasabay umuwi eeh hindi tumuloy pumunta. So, I decided not to watch and have those tickets as my remembrance nalang. Ü

Before going home, I bought KK and DQ [blueberry cheesecake] Heaven ~~~
Grabe. Deprived ako sa mga yun. One month ata akong craving.
It's just so sad because the nearest branch is only at MOA. T___________T
Sino kayang mayaman? Sana may mag franchise sa SMR! lols! Ü

Btw, I feel so FAT! as in. Grr. kaso wala naman ako masisi kung hindi sarili ko.
Ang sarap kase ng sweets. T_T I'm having too much sweets almost everyday.
Ice cream, doughnuts, chocolates + carbo rice!
Rawr! I don't know how to lose these extra pounds. eottoke? o_O

Anyway, how was your November 01?
I'm sure a lot of bloggers will post about how their Undas went. kk~
Ours went well. Dumalaw sa Tanza for my lolo sa father side and then went back to Naic to visit my lolo naman sa mother side.
Kaso almost two years ng boring ang pag-stay namin sa Tanza. T___T
Since all of my father siblings living in abroad na kami nalang yung andoon tapos hindi ko na rin nakikita yung ibang kamang-anak pa namin doon. Sad!
Nakaka-miss rin yung parang mini gathering! Ü
Kanina we didn't bring any food. We just bought anything there unlike nung previous years. T_T

Pictures were taken in Tanza Ü

I'm so madaldal nuh? haha~ hyper much? :)
Okaaaay ~~ Will do blog hoppin' na. Love you. Ü

I'm attracted to him. :)

2011-10-16T22:32:00.001+08:00

I am attracted to him. :)

My title says it all.
After a looooooooong time, may crush na ulit ako! kekekek :)))
Not my ever so loving fandoms (this time normal na tao naman. lols Ü)
though walang makakapantay sa kilig na dinudulot nila sa akin.
I will always be grateful lalo na sa pinakamamahal ko na si Kim Heechul. :)
Jagiya, i Love You Sooooooooo. HAHAHA. Yay'!

Okay, back to the real topic.
I met this guy somewhere.
We talked for many times na but the most recent one gave me the "Im on a cloud nine" feeling.
kkkk ~~~ SERYOSO! haha. Ü
Kahit ako nagtataka kung bakit. Shet! kekek. :)
There's nothing special about our conversation to the fact na sobrang bored lang siguro kami kaya kami nag-usap. HAHAHA. :)

We talked about three hours or so, nonstop! Lols. Ü
No, there were times that we became quiet like we can't find word to say anymore but guess what he always did during those awkward moments?
He kept repeating my name : " Krykie, krykie, krykie "

Grabe po. HAHA. Yung ngiti ko abot tenga. ^__________^

The way he pronounce my name is ASDFGHJKL! Ü
He's not a Filipino but he's an asian. \m/

Tipong ang sarap kiligin. Tralalalala :))

I said, I like him but I am not in love with him, okay? Ü

I'm just overwhelmed.
I'm a kind of a girl kasi na it takes years para makakita ng crush [though it takes longer para mawala yun.]
I just don't know if the same rule will still apply. kkk ~~~

But hey! I'm loving the feeling.

okaaaay ~~~

2011-10-10T00:19:00.003+08:00

Okay. don't give me that look. O_O ooooh please! T_T

I know, I said I'm back but it took me DAYS to post another entry.

aaaaaah. kill me! *puppy eyes*

But I know you love me, so you won't right? ~~~ ahhhh~ /stab at my heart kekeke! Ü

I'm here again and again and again [in the tune of 2PM's hit] kekeke. Ü

This is the main reason why it took me ages to update.

See? Whenever I try to sign in this freaking warning will show up.

It started just after I had my CPU reformatted. T_T

Good thing it's okay now.

I even asked Dyuuuuchaaaaan's help. Thank you dear! Ü

Hookay, hoookay, tipong I want to rant about my brother before pero I don't want him to be famous here in my blog so let's don't mind him. HAHAHA. :)

Hindi kami magka-bati ! hmpffff.

I'm freaking out~!

In less than a week I got three episodes of food allergies.

First one was nung kumain ako ng lechong manok.

I got pruritus, rashes, endless sneezing and teary eyes.

Two days after, birthday ng pinsan ko and we grilled some chicken. kekeke. kumain ako. T_T

hindi ko kase matanggap na ang most common food ko eeh hindi muna pwedeng kainin.

Again, I had all the symptoms except for rashes.

The third one is today. T__________________T

My mom and I went to mall. Wala akong kinain na manok.

The last thing I ate was snickers. After few minutes, hello pruritus! This time I have a warm sensation.

I take medication pero aaaaaah!

Antihistamine causes me to sleeeeeeeep loooooooong hours and I hate it.

I don't know what to eat. Really. /sigh

P.S. Will do blog hop. See you. Ü

Hey, hey I am Krykie!

2011-09-20T15:38:00.003+08:00

okay, I know I am a fail blogger.

I neglected this blog [again] for almost a month, but I know you understand me, right?

Those insecurities, hatred, and sadness I cannot tell they are gone, but I know to myself I am A LOT BETTER now. :)

To those people who enlightened me.

To those who showed their sincere love and concern.

I feel lucky indeed.

GOMAWO! neomu saranghamnida. [love sign]

kekeke!

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, so I'm back!

sa dami ng nangyari I don't know where to start! :)

MONSTER is coming. I am freaking bothered! me wanna cry. laaaaaaaaaaaa!

ooh! today is my brother's birthday! yeaaaaaa! :P

but he's out! nasa bundok ng tralala lols! ^^

i don't know kung saan pero nasa bundok talaga siya.

he's so into mountain climbing now!

happy birthday BELOY!

at dahil hindi mo naman tinugtog ang "jikkman" ng CNBLUE wala akong regalo sayo!

hahaha :) ay meron pala! ang nag-iisa mong request na oreo. :P

anyway, my mind is currently preoccupied with lots of kpop related thingy at nakakahiyang kakabalik ko lang eeh mag-spazz na ako ng wagas hihii. :)

tama na yung sa text at twitter nalang muna.

ohh wait for me! i will do blog hoppin'!

yes, ako na masipag. >;)

i MiSS YOU ho. :P

Dear You ~~~

2011-08-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

Dear You,

I know I don't have the right to hate you, but you're giving me reasons to.

I love you and I will always do.

But for the past few days, you are the reason of my sadness.

You're the reason why I feel this hatred and insecurity.

This inner pain is killing me.

I don't even know how long I can stand this.

I don't ask much, but for you it seems like everything for me is too much.

I have tried anything to help you yet you still see me useless as trash.

I can't count how many times I feel sorry for myself.

Why you're always against me? Yet HE always has your support.

WE are just the same yet there is a big difference with your treatment.

Don't you realize you are being unfair?

I won't ask anymore. I'm just giving myself a false hope and disappointment.

I may not be that good, but I know to myself I shouldn't be feeling this way.

Have you ever thought how I wanted to remove this hatred and insecurity?

Have you ever think how much I tried to refuse the thought of you being too unfair?

Have you ever imagine how many times I cried at night just to ease the pain?

Have you ever think how long I talk with my friends in the wee hours just to divert my feelings?

Have you ever realize how hard to fake not to care?

Have you ever felt how painful to stay away and act like we're not close?

Have you ever thought how I strongly pray to have a peaceful heart?

You knew nothing... .. . nothing but my lazy acts.

I may be quiet, but being in silence hurts more than anything.

I never wanted to build a wall between us, but my heart is in too much pain now.

I hate to be unhappy, but there's no reason for me to be merry.

I don't want to be misunderstood, but you always giving me the perception of it.

We are ****** yet we are like this. irony? me being narrow-minded? too sensitive?

Whatever you may think, but this is how I feel.

I am freaking insecure and unhappy!

From Me.

Randomness Eeh.

2011-08-22T16:29:00.008+08:00

Thanks for the birthday greeting! /hugs Ü

Okaaaaaay. Heechul sudden army enlistment.

SEPTEMBER ONE!

That's the freaking news I encountered as soon as I woke up this morning.

I feel sad. Why so sudden? Like WTH? Ahh!

I'm expecting him to go but not this early. Ehh. SS4!!!!

We even didn't talk about it? Ano daw? WE? HAHAHA. *Ü*

Hindi. Pero seriously it made me sad for some minutes kase talagang ma'mimiss ko siya.

Ano ba? :PP

Pero I want him to do whatever he wants.

Actually, I want him to get married too. HAHA

Alam ko maraming fangirls ang ayaw nun pero he's getting older na.

He has his own life too kahit celebrity pa siya.

HEECHUL OPPA, I will wait for you quietly like the way you wanted to leave me.

Good luck and be healthy! You're my SuperrHEEro! Fighting oppa! Ü Make petals proud!

MASAYA AKOOOOOOOOOOOO. I should be. kekek ~~

Im wearing a splint today in my right hand. I made clays for three days straight!

Masyado ata akong na'obsess naman sa pag gawa ng clays haha ^^

Those were just for my own use. Hihii. Hindi ako mahilig sa accesories dati pero ngayon if only I can wear them all at the same time gagawin ko eeh. Ü

here's my panda ring & my chibi. [[ oo, yun ang chibi version ko. lols!]

I think I am a BiT OKAY? ;)

2011-08-16T19:19:00.003+08:00

Okay! My birthday yesterday went well.

Actually, my real plan was to go to MOA alone. Oo, ganoon talaga.

I wanna celebrate alone. Emo pa ako eeh. kekekk. Ü

I woke up quite late. After fixing myself, my father told me that my cousins are coming.

Eeh. Ehh de natahimik ako. Alangan umalis pa ako nun di ba?

Then, my auntie also texted me telling she'll buy me a cake.

It was an intimate celebration. My only friend who came was Gloryvi. :)

It was not happy as last year though it was not sad at all.

SAKTO LANG!

[ I had hair cut a few days ago kaso ang fail ng bangs ko, right?

full bangs pero hindi pantay pantay! asar si ateng mang-gugupit ehh ;| ]

Ohhh! one thing that made me happy was sa dami ng text / messages na na'recieved ko. ;))

Umaapaw yung phone at facebook wall ko. lols. Ü

Especially to those people na i just met recently because of Super Junior.

People who are my dongsaengs.

they are so sweet to me, nakakaiyak mga text nila HAHA. :)

ako na touchy! Ü

For that, I will always be grateful. Ü

See, hindi lang naman puro ka-artehan meron sa pag fangirling hihii. :)

You can meet people who can be your friends for real.

Oops! I wanna share this. Ü

My korean friend gave a korean name and it's Ga-yeong. :)

Joneun gayeong-imnida. :]]]]

I think I talk too much na. hehe :)) will do blog hop~ Ü see you. ^^

Tell me what to do.

2011-08-14T14:06:00.004+08:00

Okaaaaaay, since August 1 up to now i rarely talk inside our house.

Yes, this is still connected to what had happened,

although I realized there are few more reasons.

Hindi ako sanay. :[ feel like I built a wall between my family and I.

Where in fact I believe I have a great relationship with them.

Hindi ko na naririnig tumawa yung sarili ko. ;/

Of course I still talk but it is as simple as "oO, Hindi, Ewan ko, Siguro."

I don't know where this pain is coming from. :((

Sabi nung friend ko maybe it's because I will be having my birthday

so kaya ma'emote ako kasi ganun daw siya.

But I disagree. T_T

Actually, I can't find any reason to celebrate my birthday.

Not even a single reason.

Gusto kong mag-laho. ;|

I want retreat!!!

I want to clean my soul.

I want to throw this hatred.

I want to feel loved.

I WANT THE OLD ME.

Can't Move On Mr. Simple

2011-08-06T15:14:00.004+08:00

My last post was a quick one.

I just need to express my emotions because I feel like my heart will explode anytime.

I'm starting to hate people around me. :|

Or should I hate myself for feeling this way?

I feel they don't understand me or most likely misunderstood me? Eeh?

Am I being just too sensitive or narrow-minded?

Nagwawala kasi talaga yung kalooban ko masabihan ng "gala ng gala."

Hindi ko matanggap! FML. :||||

Tipong nakakaiyak sa sobrang ngitngit. HAHAHA.

Gala ng gala? Ehh I also do jogging at home, sa harap ng TV at tabi ng salamin!

Asan ang gala ng gala doon? HAHAHAHA.

Okaaaaaaaay, I go out pero sino ba kasama ko? Family. Cousins.

At saka tuwing kelan ba yun? Once or twice a week!

I feel like having the most boring life ever and yet got scold from something untrue.

And guess what, while I was freaking feeling sorry for myself that time I was cheering up a friend of mine on the other hand.

Yea. That's how flexible I can be but really dying inside. :|

Pakiramdam ko wala akong karapatang malungkot.

No one is there to take my loneliness away.

T__________________T

Pero buti nalang ComeBack na ng Syupeo Junieo!! :)))

Ehh de ako na masaya HAHAHAHAHA.

Really. At this point, they are the only reason why I am freaking happy.

Gusto ko na nga maglaslas sa sobrang kilig. HAHAHA. :)))

EVERYTHING related to them makes me HAPPY. Ü

HARDCORE FANGiRL. Aishh. Hihii. (^__^)

Dear August..

2011-08-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

Days ago I was really excited about August.

Aside for being my birthday month, it will also be Super Junior's come back.

And today is already August 1.

But you know what, I'm freaking feel unhappy today.

Yesterday, I was supposed to be in Megamall for the Kfest convention but due to the bad weather I decided not to go but prior to that my mom and I argued.

AAAAAH!

I don't wanna curse but uh FML!

I hate the way she's telling me na napakagala ko when in fact I know Im not.

Lesheee T___T

I worked at home. Do anything at home.

90% of my life I have been staying at home and this thing [KPOP] what's make me happy.

Kelangan kumontra, ganon?

I don't even ask for any money!

Basta I feel freaking bad. As in. FML!!!

~~~~~~~~~~

Dear August,

I hope you didn't come! :|

Rainy Afternoon.

2011-07-26T12:59:00.005+08:00

4 more episodes and I'll finish watching 49 days/Pure Love.

Yea. This is why I never bother to go online yesterday.

I'm busy watching this Kdrama.

Take note, Dad is watching with me too. HAHAHA.

We are even discussing how the plot goes and who are the characters.

Kekeke. ;)

Ang kulet lang. Ohhh. :PP Nakiki-Kdrama!

Anyway, I got pissed off yesterday that led me to send this message to all of my so called friends :

"I will no longer be nice to those people who do not deserve my kindness."

Most of the time, I am very tolerant towards people's attitude.

But I got fed up with this certain gal. :/

Though we're not that close but at least we share the same interest, FANGiRLiNG, that's why we became friends.

She asked me several favors.

That's okay with me kase those are just little favors such as pa'load or share ng load saying she'll pay back nalang.

Kase most of the time I just use gcash to load myself so I really have an extra load and I share it naman with my brother, cousins, anyone na friends ko.

The reason why I got pissed off was after I gave her the load she never text me again, not even saying "Thank You."

AAAAAHHHHHH.

Grabe. I do not know if I am just over reacting pero kase I, myself use to say thank you to anyone who give me favors or done anything for me kaya I was expecting she's like that too.

Ay ewan ko lang. :/ Pero I promise to myself that will be the last favor for her.

I wouldn't do anything in the future.

Feel like she's taking advantage on me. I feel bad though.

Btw, I told you before that I really wanted to dye my hair, right?

So here it is.

I love you, PhotoShop. HAHAHA :))

Hellowi. (◕‿‿◕)

2011-07-18T22:20:00.004+08:00

I made some minor changes with my layout.

Guess, you know why it is like that, right? ;)

Since HeeTeuk will be going to military soon I decided to give all out with my fangirling life.

Kapag pumasok na si HEE, hiatus na ako sa kpop world. lols. Ü

Seriously. I feel that it will happen.

As of now I want to enjoy everything while HEE's still here. Ü

SJ is the reason why I love kpop and Hee gave me more reasons to stick with it.

Without THEM/[HiM] I think there will be no reason for me to continue fangirling.

Anyway, I was with Jam yesterday. We went to SMR to buy her a rubber shoes.

We arrived about lunch time so we decided to eat first.

Right after we went straight to Department Store.

Grabe HAHAHA. Wagas ang shoe size ni Jamffong!

Size 9 for girls hindi pa rin kasya! She end up choosing from the men section. Lols. :)

Sabi na lalaki talaga 'to eeh. kekeke! Ü

I have no plan to buy anything but I accidentally saw this shoes.

So pretty! Ahhh ;]]

Im having a second thought of buying it but I end up bringing it home. KAKAKA. :D

Ang cute kase and it was on sale kaya I bought it half the price lang.

Yes, Fila is on sale! 50% off. Oh di ba! Tipid. :D

P.S. Will do blog walk tomorrow. Take care. Ü

July 10 2011 is a HEEstory.

2011-07-12T20:28:00.003+08:00

There's a lot of things I wanna share but I do not know where to start. HAHA. :)

Hands are shaking while typing lols! :D

Kase kase I still feel excited! ^^

Anyway, Heechul's Birthday Project really went well. AS iN!! :)

It's such a DAEBAK PROJECT. awesome! Ü

Okay, Mom decided to go to Manila too last Sunday. She's with Jazz.

Kase nga di ba wala akong kasabay umuwi. Lols. :)

We three left around 1 pm so we arrived in Baclaran around 2:30 pm.

They went straight to Divi and I went to MOA alone. lols. Ü

Ayun, dahil hindi nga ako nakatira sa lungsod.

I was one of those peeps who are late. HAHA!

Konting minuto nalang aalis napapuntang MuBank. lols. Ü

Pagdating ko sa MOA ang dami ng PETALS/ELFS.

HAHAHA. nakakakilig. ang dami naming nagmamahal kay HEE.

That's the first time I met my fellow petals. Ü HAPPINESS!

Most of them were younger than me but they are taller! Gaaah. |envy!

Especially yung isa 14 years old lang pero ilang inches ang lamang ng height sa akin. |laslas!

HAHAHA.

We went to MuBank. We ate, sang, had games, introduce ourselves to everyone, at nagkulitan.

Basta masaya kahit na medyo shy ako. HAHAHA. Ü

It was 6pm when the gathering ended.

Eto na. Eto na! kekeke! :D

Everyone was freaking excited with this.

We rushed to MOA. Daaaaaaa. We waited for about 30 minutes then JJANG!!

KIM HEECHUL'S FACE WAS IN THE GLOBE! HAHA. :))

EVERYONE'S SHOUTING!

SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL, UYUBITKAL KIM HEECHUL.

I had goosebumps! I feel like crying. I scream my lungs out!

I feel so much happiness, so much happiness that I made the right choice to be in that event.

Kase kung hindi, juskooooooo po baka kinain ko na ang mga clay ko sa sorbang depression.joke! :))

Until now whenever I am watching the video I still have the goosebumps I had the first time I saw it.

I keep replaying it. The video is even in my phone. Yea. \m/

It's another "a moment to remember" thing. Ü

Check my video here : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbD1CJQzZMU

P.S. Will do bloghoppin' tomorrow. Mom just needs to make an exam. See you. Ü

HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO MY SUPERRHEERO!

2011-07-09T23:47:00.005+08:00

Forgive me, but i'll spazz more this time. kekek!

It is my Superr HEEro's Birthday!

Let's Trend #HEEBDAY!

To my SuperrHEEro,

I know I wasn't there in the beginning not even when you had the accident which is I am kinda regretting. I have known your group for quite while but never dare to give an extra attention not until I saw the Bonamana video.

That was the time I felt something toward you guys. ;)

But your lady-like gesture and trademark smirk lead me to fall in love with you even more which cause you to be my ultimate bias.

To the person who made me laugh when he says "AH AH AH AH YEAH~~"

which sounded like having !@!@#@!$#@%^ lols! Ü

To the person who made me pervert at times.

To the person who made me cry in front of the computer for so many times.

To the person who made me chose to have him instead of a real better half.

To the person who made me realized skinship is the best way to show your love.

To the person who made me feel a guy kissing another guy is HOT. Seriously!

I so love you Kim Heechul! I never felt this way in other idols.

So I guess, I am really made for you. LOLS!

Be healthy! Be pervert! Be happy!

My heart is over flowing with love.. .

2011-07-02T21:38:00.006+08:00

I don't know why but I feel like my heart is over flowing with love and happiness right now. ;]

Okay, I know there are many reasons to be happy [simple things are enough] but I can't find any certain reason why I am like this tonight. HAHAHA. Ü

I am receiving so much love and sharing it everyday with my friends are the best thing to do. Ü

For about a week I am sending personal messages everyday to all of the person in my phone book. HAHAHA i mean it, ALL.

Whether it's a simple hello or just asking them to take care and bring umbrella I never failed to send them text messages and I guess they appreciate it more than I can imagine. Ü

I am their ATE and I love the feeling. Ü

I guess one of my frustrations is having whether an older or younger sister. God is wise. He gave me a lot of girl friends who happen to be my sisters at heart. Ü

Anyway, I am craving for raspberry froyo! ahh. will surely have this tomorrow. kyaaa~~ ;]

It is a way of treating myself after a week of transcribing kekeke. Ü

Though i need to wait, hindi kasi ako nakatira sa lungsod. Lols. ;]]

Walang froyo sa Naic. HELLO! Lols. Ü

I am having a long weekend kekeke! Ü

Since July 4 will be USA's Independence Day so it's a H O L i D A Y!

Kpoppin! :)) ~~~

Yesterday was LEETEUK's Birthday!

I wasn't able to buy or bake a cake for him. I feel guilty about it. ahhhh. :|

HE iS THE BEST LEADER FOR ME.Ü

He's an ANGEL from above that sent here to look over Super Junior and ME. HAHA! Ü

And few more days, uhmm 8 days to be exact it will be my superrHEEro's Birthday! Ü

Grabe. HAHAHA. kinikilig ako. naisiip ko pa lang. ;)

Birthday Project is going to happen!

Yes, video will be played on MOA's globe at exactly 7pm.

Kinakalapag po namin lahat ng taong may kakilala sa media. HAHAHA.

Gusto po namin ng exposure lols. :) not us but the video itself.

We are praying so hard, we want this event to be covered by any media.

It has a higher chance to be noticed by Heechul himself if there is any media involve.

So please help us, if you knew someone refer them to us. |begging

Heechul noticed the Chinese ELFs' Birthday Project.

We are hoping HEE will notice this too. Ü

Help us make this thing possible.

Someone from the media, pleaseeeeee! ;)

Kpoppin End Lols. :) ~~~

I made these clays. Is it okay?

A friend asked me to make this hehe. kaso hindi ko pa napapakita Ü

I am thinking if I need to change anything, what you think? Ü

My heart is at peace.

2011-06-19T17:58:00.004+08:00

Heeeey! :)

Thanks to those who commented on my last post. *hugs!*

You never knew how grateful I am. Ü

Anyway, yea. My heart is at peace.

I chose MT -- medical transcriptionist.

I already started last Friday kekeke. :))

Off will be Sunday and Monday.

So, the rest of the week will be busy for me.

My auntie called again, but never had the chance to talk to her because Im not home that time.

I just sent her an email, explaining my thing.

I haven't got any reply yet.. . but I assume she'll understand me. yay!

I sold some of my online shop items. kekeke! ^^,)

Part of it will go to my superrHEEro's birthday celebration. woooot! ^_^

KiM HEECHUL is turning 29 this July.

Omo~~ already an ahjussi but still pretty. aisssh. :D

We have birthday project from him.

We'll go hit a neorebang then straight to MOA.

Will going to play a video in MOA's globe! Seriously!

Sounds exciting, right? kekeke. Ü

I'm freaking excited about this too!

Kim Heechul, why I so love you? Ü

Bad day. T_T

2011-06-14T23:00:00.005+08:00

I don't know how to categorized this day. ;/

I shed a lot of tears today. I even cried in front of many kids.

Yaaa. Such a loser. T_T

I told you in my last post about working as an MT again, right?

My cousin and i planned to go to SM Bacoor to get the foot pedal i ordered online.

When im about to leave, suddenly the telephone rang.

It was my aunt from abroad.

She told me to report to ~~~~ Hospital.

It was for the midwife job that i told you before.

I don't know which to choose. ;/ My mind was set for MT but this midwife job came in too.

Gaaaa. Im helpless. :((

I want MT, kaso nahihiya ako kay auntie. :(((

I wen't to my tita's classroom to fetch my cousin, Jeil.

Kyaaa ~~ While we're talking about it, tears fell down. Yea. Crybaby!

My tita's students were all looking at me. Aissh! Shame.

Im laughing while crying. Crazy!

My heart wants MT.

When i went home and talked to mom about it, i cry again.

Such an emotional fella.

My brother was just staring at me.

He's always like that when i cry.

an MT, again. :)

2011-06-13T14:52:00.003+08:00

First day of class started! Yaaa. I envy my brother, he's back to school continuing his AHRM to BSHRM. Yaaaaaa. :)) Fighting! Ü

Anyway, as of me.. . im back transcribing! lols. will start very soon. maybe this week already.

I just need to buy a foot pedal and im back as an MT. ^_^

Stressful work, yea. But seriously i miss it. Doctor's dictations are music to my ears. kekek! Ü

So i guess, i'll be leaving blogging and fangirling for some time. keke! Ü

I need to focus, it has been 5 months ago since my last trans.

I know i suck in transcribing now. aisssh. FOCUS, DETERMINATION, and INSPIRATION. kekek. :)

That is why my desktop is like this:

That's INSPIRATION

Gonna miss you. Ü

Sorry, this post is so lame. o.O

Loveeeeeeeee. Ü

Fangirling.

2011-06-08T14:16:00.004+08:00

Okay, our Baguio trip went well! But I don't wanna talk about it.

Ahhh. I will just post photos later.

I'm kinda depressed puahaha! Even how much I avoid posting K-POP related to this blog I can't help it. :(( Sorry!

I love blogspot more than tumblr.

Yay'!

While I was in Baguio I was having emotional breakdown because there's no wifi in our place.

I can't go online. I can't see Heechul! Arghhh! :((

I miss him badly. Really. I'm this crazy! T___T

As soon as we arrived home I turned on the computer and browse the net. There, I see Heechul.

All my loneliness gone away. :)) I was freaking happy! Heechul never failed to give me that ticklish feeling. Trololol ~~~

I was scanning his tweets and there I see his twitpic that made my world crashed down.

TENGENE PO. ;(( **Sorry for the my words**

The picture was Chocoballs with JiA.

Magkatabi pa silaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :((( Yoko na! Yoko na. T__________T

I started crying! HAHAHA. Yea. I know for some I was over reacting but I freaking felt bad that time. :((

SOOOOOOOOOOOO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

Until now, I still feel bad whenever I see that picture. :|

But feel happy whenever I see Heechul's picture. puahaha!

Opo, may bipolar na akooooooooo! :))

I never felt this pain with WESTLIFE.

I guess, Super Junior and HEECHUL alone have more impact in me.

Anyway, photos were taken during the trip.

Jagiya!

2011-06-03T02:01:00.005+08:00

Heeey, I'm excited with our trip. kekekek! :))

We will be leaving around 5:30 pm today.

Hindi pa ako nag-eempake! Lols. Empake talaga? HAHAHA. Ü

Maglalayas ako eeh. (^_^)/

Yaaaaaaaa. :D

I made up my mind. I had hair cut today and painted my nail RED. HAHAHA. :D

Girly indeed. If I am not mistaken it was almost two weeks ago since I had my nail painted.

Quite long uhh? Blame it to my laziness! kekek. Ü

Anyway, I wanna show some of the clays my mom and I made.

YEA!!! You're not mistaken. It's a dirty finger! HAHA!

mom made it!! Lols. seriously, she really did. puahaha!

[LOL for my nail. Bloody RED!]

I made those chibis and kawaii stuffs.

Mom focus on fruits and personalized things.

We have different style making each clay. ;P

Pretty obvious, right? Ü

Anyway, I can't do blog hop for three days since we'll be having an out-of-town trip.

I'll get back to you as soon as I'm home, arrasso? :D

Ya! Take care. iLY. Ü

Baby!

2011-06-01T14:07:00.007+08:00

OT: Links UPDATED!

HOT TiMES is playing. arrghhh! KYU bakit mo 'ko inaakit? ;))

is this a second bias crisis? Lols. Ü

Yaaa. Baby, how are you? Uhhm. Don't think who's I'm asking, of course it's you. Winkk. ^^,

I'll be soon working in a hospital. Omo~~ :) It has been a while since the last time I practice my profession as midwife. I'm freaking nervous! But I really miss hospital works. Ü

I'm just waiting for the call. Ü Wish me luck!

Anyway, my days passed so fast. kekek! Maybe because a lot of things keep me from being busy.

Last Sunday, I went to a clay workshop. Yea. It was a prepation for the clay business I'm planning.

Actually, I already made another FB account for this clay shop.

Here it is: Klay.Mates

Mom chose its name. :))

Mom paid the workshop fee and even bought new turbo for this. Nanghinayang ako sa turbo. T___T Hindi man lang namin nalutuan ng manok, clay na agad. ampf.

Making anything out of clay is a fun! :)) As in nakakalibang. HAHAHA. Ü

BTW, my mom's co-teachers, mom, and I will go to Baguio on Friday and will stay there for three days. Yea. Yea. Ü I'm excited! Huling hirit bago magpasukan. hihii. Ü

I decided to have my hair trim by tomorrow. Hohoo. :))

I'm afraid to have a new hair cut because I'm still undecided of the style.

So i guess, remain the same hair cut will be the best choice. Lols.

I am talking nonsensely? Sorry. HAHA. Ü I feel a bit insane. Lols. Ü

I slept really late last night and woke up early today.

Yea. I'm blaming my lack of sleep that's why my post is a bit random. kekekk ^^.)

I am Kim Nicole.

2011-05-26T16:13:00.004+08:00

I am Kim Nicole. Yea. I told you in my previous entry that i'll be Nicole just for a week but decided to keep it for few more weeks. ;]

Iam Nicole to KiM NiCOLE.

Of course, Kim isn't just another name. It's my last name for I am married to Kim Heechul. Tralalala. ;']]

Another Selca of Nicole. Lols. :) Taken the same date as the first one. Ü

Anyway, just last night I officially reopen my fb store. Kekek.

Tims.Shoppe

I need money to donate more for Heechul's Birthday Project.

I really wanted this project to be successful.

Petals will surely make a HiSTORY. ;] Daebak!

And yes, I'm currently working out for a polymer clay business too.

Watch out. :D

I wanted to name it "Klay With Me" hihii. So what you think?

To earn money these are the things that I came up with. I'm excited though! :)

Wish me luck. Kyaaaaaaaaa ~~~

My business has to be successful for I am already saving up for SS4MNL. HAHAHA.

Sweeet Loveeeee. :)

I'm planning to have my hair either trimmed or to have a new haircut.

But I don't know what hair cut would fit me. :(( I wanted a new look. Geeze ~ :)

Should a full bangs will do? Yaaaaaaa!

I also wanted to dye my hair but father won't allow me.

Aaaaaaaah. T____________T

i Am Nicole

2011-05-14T20:22:00.005+08:00

I decided to change my name in FB. Wanna know why?

Simply because mom told me that she should have been named me "Nicole" it's just so happen that her granny suggested "Kryk."

[I don't know how she came up with that name. I guess that's how cool great granny is.]

Though I never met her, still I'm really thankful. For she is the reason why I have this name.

She saved me from having a very popular/common name and gave me an extra unique one.

Great granny, wherever you are, Thank You Big Time! :]]

I'll be Nicole for a week. Yea. I decided to have this name even just for a week. ^_~

Selca was taken few weeks ago.

I just think, if I am really Nicole, at least I should be more feminine even in photos.

Nicole is a very feminine name and it will never suits me. HAHA ;]]

Trust.

2011-05-11T18:36:00.004+08:00

"When trust is broken even how much you beg fate, things will never be the same again."

What an intro. I didn't mean anything about it. Really.

~~~Oh No. I'm lying. :(

Argh! Recently, an old friend sent me a message through FB.

Okay, I'm lying again. Grrr. It was my ex, Mr. A.

Yea. Yea. I know, I didn't tell anything about this before. Never.

The story is quite old. I met him sa mall through a common friend.

I was at SM with my classmates and he was with our common friend.

So, just a casual introduction. That's the first time we've seen each other.

Then he got my number through our common friend.

So, ayun, text, tawag. communication. :P

We talk a lot, whatever topic whether just how our day went or anything we wanna share.

In short, we became really close.

I remember he used to go to my school then we'll go to Mcdo together.

Haha. Yea. Mcdo became our trinity. LoL.

We both love fries && mcflurry

He's from Laguna but that time he was studying somewhere in Manila pero kahit na imagine how much he sacrifice just to be with me when in fact the longest time I can be with him was only 45 minutes since I also have classes.

So yea. because of those pa-tweetums we became unofficial lovers.

It was more of an M.U. with a bit of committment.

He got rules and I have mine. ;)

Everything went well not until I met Ms. S.

I met this girl through the common friend I met him.

I found out that Ms. S was his GF. kekekk.

Imagine how it breaks me. Amfufu. He tried to explain but I never listen.

I felt really bad and felt like was cheated.

But after a week, I'm back to my old self again. ;P

I told him that I already forgave him and I mean it.

I decided not to befriend with him anymore and he respect it.

I erased anything about him in my memory.

So, years passed. The first time he sent me a message was through friendster asking how i am. I never reply. Then he message me again asking if we can be close again like we used to and I refuse.

Not because I'm bitter to what had happened but I can't befriend someone who I don't trust anymore.

Now, he's back again. Funny thing is after all these years he didn't forget me not even our endearment. :P

But who cares, he don't have my trust anymore. :))

This happened when I was studying at St. Joseph ~~~

Kekekekk. I didn't spill this story before just now. HAHAHA.

weird, isn't it?

DON'T DARE TO BREAK SOMEONE'S TRUST.

2011-05-02T21:20:00.006+08:00

If a COMMONER can marry a PRINCE,

then a FANGIRL can marry her BIAS.

i'll definitely marry Kim Heechul.

To my future .. .

2011-04-25T18:36:00.001+08:00

To my future boyfriend,

Hi. How are you?

Tell me, when do you plan to arrive?

I get bully being without you by my side.

Somehow the feeling sucks.

Why others are more curious than i?

Why others wait for you badly than i?

I'm happy now. Lucky indeed i got 13+2 gorgeous men beside me.

I'm happy with my SuperrHEEro. Right now, for me HEE is everything. Ü

But I'm getting sick with the people around me.

Why they always ask where and who you are. I'm tired. T_______T

I'm tired telling you're still lost in your way to me.

They don't even believe it and will just end up being accused of hiding or denying you.

Tell me, hiding who when i don't even know you [yet.]

Even before you come, I'm starting to hate you.

Why it has to be all eyes in me? Wae!!

I hate you. And i love My Superr HEEro. (◕‿‿◕)

Hey hey beloy. Ü

2011-04-20T21:34:00.005+08:00

I was about to make an entry last night but end up watching Super Junior related video.

Yea. Blame the person who posted the link. winkkk! *_^

The video tittle is "A Walk To Remember Super Junior" and has 9 parts.

All through out i was crying really hard. Eeeh. Shame! Ü

Video have shown all their ups and downs.

Even every accidents they got involved were included.

I was once a fan of Westlife and after 13 years i gave up and started liking Super Junior.

I don't know how long this admiration for Super Junior will last.

I admit, i wasn't there at the beginning but will try to be with them till the end.

Hwaiting! (◕‿‿◕)

Anyway, i was with mom and japs today at SM Bacoor. Kekekk!

Yea. Without my dad. He never likes malling. He gets bored easily. Eey.

I know, it's holy week yet i still making fun of my brother. HAHAHA.

Can't help it. It's one of my hobbies. Ü

Or maybe it's my way for him to feel my presence. awwoooo!

Para akong timang sa mall. HAHAHA.

My brother was asking mom to buy him a new phone, pang-asar lang kinokontra ko talaga. haha :D

I said, he already have two phones, tapos phone na naman.

If only you could see how angry he was. HAHAHA.

I laugh really loud. Rawrrr! Ü

But in the end mom bought him new phone.

So, ayun masaya ang bata! loooool :))

Btw, Villa kukay is already set up! Yeeea. :) Remember my very colorful swimming pool? Lol. Ü

Since it's really hot now, masayang mag-babad sa tubig for many hours! Ü

Will post photos some other time. Ü

Let's all be healthy, okay! Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (◕‿‿◕)

Ohh Mommy! :))

2011-04-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

Helloooooo bloggers!

How's everyone? Ü

Today is my aunt's birthday.

We use to call her Mommy, so don't be confuse.

When i say Mommy it is my Aunt and when i say Mama im referring to my real Mom. :)

So since it's her birthday we went to their house and had celebration!

It was really fun but kinda tiring.

Ang dami ko kasing alaga na bata! haha :D

Im with my cousins and since im the eldest i took care of them when we went to the seashore.

Pero syempre dahil lahing pasaway. Errr. :))

Sumakit lalamunan ko kakasigaw! Ü

I even got bruise in my right foot dahil sa pagtakbo hindi ko napansing may bato. huhu. T_T

We met a kiddo. I asked his name but he keeps on telling he is Super Man.

LoL. :) So i just said "Okay, nice to meet you, Super Man. I am Superr Krykie."

But in the end he told me that his name is Jude and he is 5 years old. Kekek. :PP

He was eating ice cream and goofing around I was imitating his actions haha :D

He said "Wag mo akong gayahin, nahihiya ako eh." HAHAHAHA ;))

He shared something personal to me.

I didn't expect that at his early age he's experiencing something not right.

He is victim of a broken home. I feel bad about it. :((

He even said he didn't love his father anymore. T_T

Anyway, im wearing a dress. This is the first time i did it without any major occasion.

I feel too girly. HAHAHA.

The last time i wore one was a long time ago that i can't even remember when. lol Ü

Insanity.

2011-04-09T21:10:00.007+08:00

I was happy all day yesterday.

I woke up early to exercise. Had jumping rope and hula hoops.
Had oatmeal cookies that i baked and milk for breakfast.
Cleaned our rooms.
Had lunch with mama. We also made Papaya and Melon smoothies.
My father bought us vanilla ice cream.
I ate kimchi fried rice for dinner.
Had chocolatesssssss. Yea. Lots of sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeets.
Nonstop spazzing about kpop idols.

See, everything seemed to be perfect. But i really got pissed off after reading an email.

Gusto ko umiyak. ;'//

My so called perfect day became just an illusion. /sigh

#April8whysocruel?

Will leave the reason unknown because it's too personal.

I just wanna burst out the emotion.

Anyway, I wanna share this photo.

That's the new look of Philippines' Money. Ü

Hell'aaaa cuteeee! Do you have one already?

Those are my mom's money. Ü I forgot the 20 peso bill T_T sorry!

I saw an "easy draw tutorial" from Linda

She is really good in drawing. :D

I know, i suck in drawing but after seeing the tutorial can't resist from trying it. Hohoo.

Thanks for this tutorial, Linda! Ü

Chukahae!

2011-04-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

It's Eunhyuk's birthday today! winkkkk!

Saeng il chukha hamnida oppa! Ü

I made this cake for him. ;PP yes, that's my way of celebrating his birthday.

Im not a pro and this is my first time to make a fondant cake.

But I guess, everything turned out really well.

I shared this cake with my relatives and they like it.Ü

Especially my brother lol!

He requested me to make a new one but i told him to wait until his birthday! haha :DD

That's 5 months from now. Ü

I'm an ultimate Heechul bias but i don't know who will be my second to the last bias.

They are all awesome. I know, everyone will agree! keee! :PP

I also like Hyukkie. That monkey amazes me with his dancing skill and funny actions. Ü

Happy birthday Hyukkie. ^________^

Aside from Super Junior, im into CNBLUE too.

So yea. Im an ELF and BOiCE. ;) Hooray! Ü

Oops, 2AM is coming. Do you have any plans to come to their mall tours?

Well, I have plan. kekek! I already told it to mom.

I didn't hear any rejection so i guess it's okay for her. Ü

She don't mind me getting crazy over those Korean idols. Ü

Because I think she knows how it feels. LoL.

Mom, grandma, and auntie were crazy over Victor Wood and Jestoni Alarcon during their time.

In fact, one of my cousins' name is Jesty, ayon iyon sa kahilingan ng amin lola. HAHA. Rawr!

Take note they used to be presidents of some fans club.

So every time I told her "hindi pa ako malala kase kayo nga naging presidente pa ng mga fans club samantalang ako kabilang sa mababang antas ng miyembro lamang."

Emote. That's my way saying, you guys are crazier than me. ^__^

How do you think we freaking know the lyrics of Eternally by Victor Wood?

OMG! sa araw-araw na ginawa ni God yun ang non-stop LSS ng Lola namin. ;]

na'immune na kami. even without seeing the lyrics itself na'memorize namin. HAHA.

Tell me, who is crazier? ?Ako o sila? Ü

Sila eeeeh! haha :))

Bulgogi ala Krykie Ü

2011-04-02T22:48:00.005+08:00

Tok Tok Tok!

I'm back! Ü Miss me? Miss me? IMY too.

Okay, for how many times kinukulit ko si mama na magluto ng bulgogi.

Actually, there's nothing special with this dish... i just i like it.

We went to SM yesterday.

I bought everything i need and decided to make it for today's lunch.

So, yea. I had bulgogi for lunch. kekek! FINALLY!! haha ;PP

Yes... I made it by myself. Ü

Aside from baking im enjoying to cook simple foods whether it's a viand, chao fan, or anything for merienda. Ü

Kitchen is my playground.

Those knife, stove, pans, chopping board are all my playmates. ;)

So here's my bulgogi.

*this is the uncooked bulgogi.*

tadaaaa! this is the cooked one.

that's for my brother.

and this is MiNE! :)

My father is my number one fan. lol :)

Sa lahat ng naluto ko (whatever food) siya yung mahilig kumain at pumuri.

Rawr. Thanks Father goose! Ü

Cake pops.

2011-03-23T19:23:00.005+08:00

Waaaaaaa! Why i feel like our internet connection is freaking slow.

I don't know if it's the connection or our computer who has the problem.

Anyway, i don't go online much often the past few days.

Bukod sa nakakatamad. Whenever i go online, i always end up with anything related to
Super Junior.

I get fuxxxx affected with the news or whatsoever.

So, just to minimize this craziness i should stay awaaaaaaaaaaay from net. kyaaaaaaaaaa! :))

Have you seen the news about Heechul and Jessica got married?

Of course, that's not true!

How can Heechul marry her if we're already married?

That's polygamous, babe! haha ** see? im freaking crazy! **

Yesterday, i made myself busy by baking (as usual! kekekk.)

I wanted to be Mrs. Kim Tak Goo eeh. HAHAHA. freaking uhmmm! Ü

here's what i baked. Cake Pops, baby! Ü

PrayForJapanPrayForEveryone

2011-03-18T19:43:00.007+08:00

Dear Japan,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Our deepest condolences for the lives that vanished and for the dream that ended. What had happened was not just painful for you but also for everyone.
We mourn with you. We sympathize you.
Let our prayers be your shield. Let our love fill the emptiness.
Let our hopes be your courage to stand up again. Be healthy!
The world see how your people are so discipline and unselfish.
It serves as an inspiration.
We will wait to see your smile again.

Can't help not to be sad with what's happening with Japan. :(

Every time I hear news about it, it breaks my heart.

Especially for those persons who decided to stay and just send their wife and kids to centers.

How dreadful. :( Being separated with your loved ones is a big sacrifice. T_______T

Let's all pray for the betterment of everyone. Ü

Baker Princess/Queen.

2011-03-14T21:36:00.004+08:00

Ang epal ng tittle nuh? haha :D Feeling-era! Kekekk~~

Okay, :] my friends used to call me that way and obviously i super like it. HAHA. :)

I don't mind being called as Queen, kung si Tak Goo naman ang Baker King ko. Yown!

HAHAHA. ^______^

The most precious thing for me right now is not cellphone nor computer but OVEN.

Brownies, butterscotch, cupcakes, and simple cakes.

Even panna cotta. Ü

I bake almost everyday.

Every night I'm thinking what to bake the next day. HAHA. :D

That's how much I'm into baking right now.

I'm not a pro but for a beginner like me I can say naman na okay lahat nung ni'bake ko.

My family loves it and also our dog! HAHA. :)) seryoso!

Ayaw kumain ng isda nung aso namin pero yung butterscoth kinain nya. Arte much? LoL. :]

In fairness, wala pa akong ni'bake na hindi nila kinain. kekekk~~

And besides my mom's co-teachers also like it.

At oo, hindi ko maiwasang hindi isama ang Super Junior sa ginagawa ko.

They inspire me a lot. Ahhhhh. iLY SJ!

Even my bake don't look that good but for me, hell' yaaa :) they are pretty!

**YEA. LOVING YOUR OWN THING! KEKEKK~ :)**

Okay :|

2011-03-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

I keep playin' SAPPHIRE BLUE for like 2 hours straight.

Eehhh! ;) reminiscing the pre-concert time last week. Ohh.

It has been 8 days since the #SS3MNL.

Yea. Still can't get over it.

How can i forget something that i have ever wanted, right?

Anyway, have you read the news about a fan throwing fanboard which landed directly to Heechul's face at #SS3Shanghai ?

C'mon Heechul is a man.

Having a papercut is just nothing. ;)

I got lot of papercuts during my working days before.

Though it hurts but not that bad.

*that's what on my mind earlier.*

But after seeing the video && photos. aigooo ~~~ i feel like this is a serious case. ;//

Look at Heechula's face, ;(

I can feel that he is really sad from what had happened.

Though he said he's okay but still.. . ahh. just look at his emotion, it tells everything. ;/

Video && photos break my heart. :(

I think this is the first picture i have ever seen without him smiling. :(

C'mon guys, Heechul is human too and so all the Super Junior members.

He get hurt. They get hurt. He get wounded. They get wounded.

Please be careful. We all adore them but let us set limitations.

Don't throw hard things directly to them.

Throw it on the floor, but throwing nothing would be best!

I hate to see Heechul and everyone Super Junior members unhappy. Pleaseeeeeeeee. :(

Think Sapphire Blue.

2011-03-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, i know you knew why my tittle is like that. Lols!

Of course, ill be making kwento about #SS3MNL which happened last Saturday, Feb.26.11, which is so far my favorite date of the year. ;]]

The concert was freakin' great!

Super Junior && ELFs both went crazy!!

There's a lot of funny moments and touching ones too.

I loss my voice from screaming but i don't give a damn! HAHA.

Im willing to loss it again for another Super Show!

I met new friends before and during the concert. ;]

Let me share my TOP 6 performances of the night :

Top 6 -- Topless Siwonie. o.O Aaaah! ;]]] the ABS! Amazing Body, Siwon! woooo! ^_________^

Top 5 --Henry Lau singing Baby by JB. Im not a fan of JB but when Henry sings his song,

i still don't like him. HAHAHA. I just love Henry more.

Yes, Philippines is the LAU-dessssssssssst! <3

Top 4 -- I Wanna Love You by EUNHAE. Im a fan of this couple.

Bakit kahit pareho silang lalaki the chemistry and sweetness is there? T_________T

Gusto ko na rin maging lalaki ! HAHAHA.

When Hyukkie took off his shirt ... . Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Ang linaw ng mata ko! haha :DD

Top 3 -- Bonamana. Errr. Elfs are hyper since the concert started pero mas naging mas hyper pa during this song.

Wala na halos fanchant. HAHAHA. Kase buong kanta sinasabayan. SA! ;]]

Bounce to you, bounce to youuuuuuuuu!

Im sure tulad ko, napapasayaw rin kayo! kekekek ^______^ FTW!

Top 2 -- Rinaldo. This performance was so ajdhsynvpogn. Err!. Can't find words.

TAGOS KALULUWA!

When i saw Kangin on screen, keeee! I cried. *goosebump!*

:(( Miss that Raccoon! See you soon, oppa!

Top 1 -- Yesung's Solo. It Has To Be You.

It has to be Yesung. :)))

Yeye let us sing the second chorus. woooo. ^_______^

*goosebump*

I felt that everyone inside the dome was united.

I think Yeye didn't expect that we can sing along with him.

While the PHELFs singing, he said "Good && Thank You Very Much"

that's the sweetest thank you I have ever heard. ;]]

SS3 made me happy && every PHELFs too.

I know, loving Super Junior may not be forever.

They will get old so as me BUT as long as i can, I WILL LOVE THEM. o.O)//

I don't expect everyone to understands me especially those who's not into KPOP.

I, myself, didn't expect the impact that Super Junior has brought me.

I didn't even expect to get hooked up to this far that i'll push through to their concert.

It's crazy. I know.

But im happy. ;]]

I hate to see ELFs being bullied by someone. :((

Keso korean at hindi naman naiintindihan.

Keso gwapo lang daw.. .

Keso... Keso... :)

Keso ano pa man SJ is for ELFs && ELFs is only for SJ.

#RESPECT. :)

#SS3MNL HiSTORY.

4Days.SS3MNL

2011-02-22T21:50:00.005+08:00

4 days to go for #SS3MNL.

freak! :)

im dying from excitement!

okay, inhale... exhale! Ü

kalmado ako! hahaha :DD

anyway, i had a wonderful weekends.

i had great time with my cousins.

yes, i stayed at my aunt's crib last Saturday.

we went night swimming. :D

it was unplanned yet everything went really well. haha :D

i guess mas masaya talaga ang biglaang lakad looooool ^_________^

okay, okay. i'll do pic spam nalang hehe :D

since i will be having a meeting with karl in few minutes. haha :D

we're planning to have a photoshoot somewhere. sana matuloy! Ü

that's all for now. :)

see you around! Ü

hey there! :)

2011-02-18T20:16:00.007+08:00

helloooooooooooooo ^___^

how's everyone? how was your valentines day?

i wasn't able to update last valentines because i made chocolates the whole day.

see, im busy making others date special while i don't have one. *sighhhh* HAHA. :)

my father told me that i should have date next valentines day. abaaaa! (o.O)

i told him if he wants me to have boyfriend sasagutin ko nalang si kuya! *noooooooo!*

who's kuya? that's another story. for me, he's okay as friend nothing more.

napaka-kulit lang talaga ng tatay ko. HAHAHA. para matahimik nalang. :))

seriously, getting into relationship is my least priority.

i agree, being in love is great but sometimes it's tiring too.

Mark, you know what i mean, right? haha. ^_____^

okay, so much for that.

Cavite State University - Naic Campus celebrated it's 50th years. :)

mom made the Go For Gold Hymn ^__^

have i shared before that my mom was the one who also made the CvSU March?

and of course the Naic Hymn *kung hindi lang napulitika! haha :)*

indeed, we are so proud of her. <(",)

they painted the whole wall with different murals.

i think it's one of the contests for the celebration. ^___^

we are watching here the Mr. & Ms. CvSU pageant. ^__^

*yes, for those who notice. i got hair cut the next day. look at my bangs! Ü*

oops, i wanna share this picture too. :)

she's nezza, our niece.

why babies are so cute? aah. :)

lol for her expression. aigoo ~~

Balentyms :))

2011-02-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

Tittle sucks.. loooooooool ^__^

i used to say "balentyms" instead of valentines when i was a kid.

i believe some of you are like that too! aminin! haha :>

sorry for my rare updates. *ishnaaaa!* ;))

anyway, here's my valentine gift for you guys.

i made them! :)

yes, that's what keeping me busy these days.

im making chocolates! Ü

mom got orders so since im at home im helping her by making those.

we bought raw materials at chocolate lovers.

i super love that castle. every time we go there, im the princess!;P

i'll give you real chocolates when we meet each other, okay? :)

but for now accept the picture. loooool ^^

so, last Saturday mom and i went to Baclaran, Alimall, Chocolate Lovers, and Puregold Tanza.

imagine how i look like when we reached Tanza, syempre super madungis na. hehe!

here's the story:

i went to western union inside the Puregold to get money.

when i got the money we went straight to the japan store because mom had to to buy something.

when we got home i received a text ---- "Master..."

There are two persons who used to call me that way.

I replied and asked who's texting.

Ehh ayun nga si Biggs! bwahaha

(he is my highschool classmate's friend & currently my fb friend)

I'm wondering how he got my number when in fact i never gave it to him.

I asked him and he said "sa yellow page"

I was wondering what was that yellow page about. T___T

Wala naman kasi akong matandaang nag-post ako ng number eeh.

He said he thinks he saw me sa PG. haha :D

I asked what was PG, acronym pala yun sa Puregold. loooooooool ^^

Nakakayamot, haha :D siya pala yung western union agent. amfufu!

Small world, isn't it? :)

Sabi niya hesitant daw siya mag-pakilala kasi baka daw mali. haha :DD

Pero namumukaan niya daw ako. winkk!

And the yellow page he was saying was the western union form.

Oo nga naman yellow yun. HAHA. :D

KRYK pa yung pirma ko. obvious na ako talaga! Ü

Ang kulet di ba, unexpected things happen and we meet people accidentally.

Malay ko ba kung nakakasama ko pala kayo sa LRT/MRT/bus/malls, etc

We just don't know. LoL. :)

Life is getting more exciting! :))

Have a sweet day ahead! Ü

show some Loveeee. ^_____^

February? My month! Ü

2011-02-06T20:28:00.006+08:00

Love month is totally oozing hot for me! :)

I am in state of blissfulness. Ne! Ü

Okay, remember i posted before that i decided not to watch SS3 anymore, right?

I even used my money for other stuff. Kee!

Pero alam mo yun, as the day passes by hindi ako mapakali. T_T

Kahit sinabi ko na hindi na ako manunuod parang mali. HAHA. emote much?

So, ayun nga. I have changed my mind. I wanna watch!

I took every opportunity just to have ticket --- wall post to Ms. Happee, ticketnet, chatting with people selling tickets, calling pulp office.

EVERYTHING just to have it and God didn't fail me.

i went to PULP warehouse yesterday, i have the tickets now!!! Ü

though i only got UB Side *cry* im freaking happy na!

(pero mas masaya if center ang nakuha ko. hayst.. .)

gonna see Heechul and the rest of the Super Junior Live. Grrrrrrr.

EXCITED much!

my lightstick is here.

shirt and banner will arrive on the 19th.

basta i hope everything will turn out okay. freaaaak!

Sorry.

My mind right now it occupied by Super Junior so i cannot make any other post.

HAHA. Ü

oh so random!

2011-01-28T14:31:00.004+08:00

tadaaaa!!! ;)

im gonna share random stuffs! what's new, uh? Ü

i know it's quite late but yesterday i bought mom an electric oven as my birthday gift.

winkk! ^-^ yea. instead of spending my money for SS3 i came up with this decision. Ü

no more SS3, it's sad though. i just plan to buy heechul's pillow (jjinbbang) and SUJU shirt.

though i know concert will be totally fun but im quite hesitant now maybe because of what's happening in our surroundings -- killings. ;(

how come others don't value life? WTH their problems?! Grrr.

crimes are increasing.

why many people choose to be bad when there's a lot of reasons to be good?

LET'S KEEP ON PRAYiNG. Ü

anyway, have you watch "Crazy Little Thing Called LOVE?"

it's a romantic comedy Thai film. i suggest you to watch it. ;)

it was the second Thai movie i have watched and i didn't regret it.

movie is ohhhh soooooooo GREAT! Ü

thanks to 2PNGFX (Ping Sulla) because he was the one who recommended the movie.Ü

btw, i already knew the basic things in cooking. ^_^

yea. finally after so long time my first achievement was a perfect sunny side up egg. ;))

wahahaha. the very first time na hindi nabasag yung yolk. i am so damn proud! ;)

second achievement, i have made our viand last Tuesday.

it was a bean sprout in oyster sauce and sesame oil.

now, i feel like kitchen and i have chemistry.

what you think?Ü haha ^.^

im excited to explore the world of cooking!

i made this last night.

and this is what i have for today. HAHA. Ü

Tak Goo. ^^

2011-01-18T20:41:00.006+08:00

Tak Goo Yaaaaaaaaaa! Ü

sleepless for two days straight! blame it to Tak Goo. HAHAHA. :)

yea. im referring to the baker king's lead actor. Ü

Tak Goo. Tak Goo.

from now on, i love this guy too. ^^.)

i finished the whole episode today.

im quite surprised with the ending.

i thought Tak Goo and his childhood friend, Yoo Kyung, will end up together.

but they did not. it's a twist huh. :) i didn't expect it. really.

Mmm i already got my SS2 DVD. HAHAHA. :)

i like heechul, siwon, ryeowook, and leeteuk's way of introducing themselves.

it was my first time seeing the whole concert.

sumobra ang tuwa ko!

and ohh i already watched the whole concert for like three times!

funny thing was when i saw leeteuk crying.. . i also cry. =/

and mom was like "bakit naiyak ka?" o.O

HAHAHAHA.

nakakahiya ka superrkrykie! :|

im just too attached right now that's why i am like this. ;P

i don't have any idea when it will last but I'M HAPPY.

anyway, i realized one thing :

nakakalungkot mag-antay sa bagay na hindi naman pala sayo. :((

seriously, i have been waiting for this certain thing to happen but now i almost lose hope.

now, im raising my white flag. T_T i won't expect anything regarding this matter. not anymore.

i hate them for that. ;/ i hate them for making such a fake promise. Brrrr.

i know you have no idea about it but i just wanna feel better that's why im blabbing out! hmpf!

my mood is like roller coaster.

happy then after a while im burning with anger! haha :D

sorry for that, okay? :)

i'll do blog hoppin! Ü

and ohhh i made an account in tumblr.

follow me and i'll follow you back, okay? kK! ;]]

I am back!

2011-01-11T15:25:00.005+08:00

guess who's back, back again!

yey' it's me krykie. Errr. ;)

sorry. i have been busy the past few days. busy with nothingness. LoooL. ^^

seriously, i have been busy doing the laundry and household chores.

that's the only thing i can contribute right now. :D

so yea. :D hindi na naman ako naaarawan! haha. ;)

i rarely go outside. back to the same old routine. haha!

anyway, my mom celebrated her 54th birthday last monday. ^^

happy birthday ma! Ü

so, how's everyone? seems like im missing a lot online huh!

okay, will surely do blog hoppin' after this.

ooh. this is my LSS for two days. kekokoo ^^.)

Puff the magic dragon

hyukiee is so cute here uhh! :)

but of course my heechul too.

cutest dragon ever! rawrrr! Ü

Light stick and DVD will arrive on the third week of January.

yea. you read it right. tokkk! aside from the light stick i also bought their SS2 DVD.

crazy, i know! HAHAHA. :)

I bleed blue.

2011-01-05T23:30:00.003+08:00

Chinese people said that blue will be the color of the year.

Omo ~~ now i know why my blog is a bit cyanotic, huh? :P

But i made this blue because of Super Junior.

Yea. Blue will always be related to them.

For the Nth times, im in love with Super Junior! ;)

I haven't bought any of their albums. HAHA. ;p

Does it means im not an ELF?

Of course not. Pero basta i love everything about them.

The only thing i bought related to them was the "light stick."

Yea. I ordered one for the SS3.

Ohh no! i ain't sure coming to that event.

But i keep on praying. ;)

Im excited for the sanuk/bpi promo! HAHA. ;)

Kase when you ask ticketnet the only thing they will say is SOLD OUT na daw.

Omo ~~ I don't know if it's a good or bad news.

Maybe a little of both. HAHA. Ü

Oh well ~~ i just hope for the better.

I want Heechul. Yea. Heechul and the rest of the SUJU members.

I wanna experience the SUJU madness. Errr. ;P

Okay, bye for now. :)

Will do blog hoppin' next time. Ü

xoxo

Hello 2011 ;)

2011-01-01T19:27:00.008+08:00

Hello 2011!

yes, :) it's officially year 2011 now. omo! ~~

sikat na naman si bugs bunny. hehe :)

another year had passed. ang bilis nuh! hehe!

may we all have another great year ahead. Ü

more blessings to come and may God guide us as He always will. :)

anyway, i'll do pic spam nalang hehe :) can't make kwento much kasi bigla biglang nawawalan ng power. T.T tssskk. new year na new year nang-iinis ang Meralco. rawrrr!

this was our family picture last Christmas . ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! Ü

Thank You Year 2010

2010-12-31T18:04:00.005+08:00

Thank You Lord for all the blessings. ♡

2011 is approaching!

not so in the mood for tonight's event. T.T

i don't even know why. Errr. but i keep making up my mood.

it might change before the clock turns 12. i wish! :)

i don't wanna be in a fucked up mood welcoming 2011. that's not good.

anyway, i already deleted some of the links so please don't get mad.

just approach me if you want your links to be there, Mmm Kk? :)

bye for now. ^.^ will do the blog hopp. ♡

Yey! Christmas!

2010-12-24T20:56:00.004+08:00

Few hours and it's Christmas eve already!

KK. :) time flies so fast. Ü

so, what you guys have for noche buena? :)

as of my family, we didn't have anything special for tonight..

mama decided not to cook.

whatever food we have is already our handa for this night.

ham, pizza, chocolates, chicken, pasta, leche plan, and my ever loving tanduay ice. YEA! haha :P

aside from mudshake, tanduay ice is the only alcoholic drink i enjoy. ;)

i don't think we can wait till midnight.

we will go somewhere tomorrow i just don't know where exactly but it's either a mall or tagaytay.

so much blessing for this year. :)

THANK YOU, JESUS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Ü

P.S. guys, i will update my links before new year. i will erase those inactive. sorry. Ü

that 4 points uuh!

2010-12-10T18:57:00.004+08:00

tadaaaa ^.^ im homeeeeee! ;]

yea. you read it right. IM HOME! Ü

got no work na. sad but it's okay hihii. :D

i wasn't able to get their 95% passing grade.

i only got 91%. i hate that 4 points uuh! :D see, it was so close yet so far!

i went home yesterday. pilit humabol sa fiesta. loool! ^.^

ayan, puro tira sa fiesta ang pagkain ko. :)

friends asked how do i feel about this.

i said "it was really okay" and i feel like they don't believe me.

i know, it was a termination but maybe i have a good coping mechanism.

i can handle myself well. it wasn't the saddest thing that happened to me. Ü

the only thing that made me cry was when i received a text from my mom.

HAHAHA. super iyak. Ü

of course i texted mom to inform that i wasn't able to make it to the production floor.

and guess what she replied. ..

"okay lang yun. matutuwa mga pinsan mo kasi matutuloy na ang christmas party nyo. uwi ka na dito."

see? amfufu. i feel so overwhelmed!

maybe i don't have the best parents on earth.

but for us two, jazz and i, they will always be the best.

we always receive so much support and they never expect something in return.

even when we failed, we never heard any blame from them.

haaaay. Ü everything that's happening makes us to be closer with each other.

we are lucky indeed. jazz and i. ;) luckiest pair on earth loool ~~~~ Ü

love from my family, friends, and heyaaa. Ü

i am also grateful to meet kuya jim :DD from the start he was the one who guided me throughout the whole training. Ü

he believes in me more than i believe in myself.

i am so lucky with the people around me. Ü

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. KAMSA ~~.)

Hello December! Ü

2010-12-05T22:02:00.005+08:00

goodbye November! aaah :D

month of November passed without me making a last entry. kee! T.T

so this will be my very first entry for the month of December. hooray ! ;]

Christmas, Christmas, Christmas is fast approaching! ;]]

and of course town fiesta is just three days away. Ü

gonna miss this year town fiesta because i have work. T.T

bawal absent huhuu. :/ and my brother has his training too.

so wala, walang matitira sa bahay kung hindi si mama. freaaak.

[kasi si papa may susunduin naman sa airport.]

im thinking if she can make it. aray! pagluluto palang mahirap na.

though i know my aunts will come to help her.

anyway, product training exam went really well. AMEN. Ü

passing score was 80 and i got 91 over 110. i wasn't the highest nor the lowest.

not bad at all. :] palagi akong nasa gitna ahaha! since we're just 5. davaaah loool ^.^

training will end on Wednesday. yea. after that we're going to be on the floor.

transcribing LIVE FILES. woaaa. (o.O)

excited but much nervous!

we're gonna hit the floor.HOHOO. ^.^

~~~~

i phoned jamffong, my cousin, because mom told me that she was looking for me since last night.

short cut of the conversation:

JAM: ate kryk sa fiesta ba may pasok ka?

KRYK: oo meron. kaya pumunta ka dito sa Tuesday tulungan mo si mama.

JAM: ah bakit ganon. wag ka nalang pumasok.

KRYK: nyaak! hindi pwede yun.

JAM: bakit eh isang araw lang naman. wag ka na pumasok! kami nga isang araw lang ang pasok tapos wala na.

KRYK: kooo. psp at fb lang gagawin mo. bawal kasi mag-absent sa amin eeh. ;/

JAM: juskopoooo, wag ka na nga lang mag-trabaho.

AHAHAHA. Ü "wag ka na nga lang mag-trabaho."

i didn't expect her to say that. :D sobrang tawa ko talaga. ^.^ she's a kid, i know! Ü

at some point she seems to be like an old person trapped in a kid's body but this time nakita ko na bata pa talaga siya. :D

she's just a 6th grader. Ü

everything seems so easy. ;P i know she will learn more as time goes by. she's a smart one.

dahil sa isang araw na fiesta gusto niyang wag nalang ako mag-trabaho hihii. :D

sweet eeh! Ü

i need to work. kawawa ang mga monthly bills ko. loool. ^.^

working somewhere alone is a new start for me. Ü

aside from exploring things one by one this gives my family and i a stronger bond.

kung nasa bahay ba ako, do my mom need to text and check me most of the time?

of course she won't because im just at home.

but this time.. . haha! mom is my forever textmate! Ü

everything has the positive and negative side.

we just need to focus on the positive more ! ^.^

fighting! Ü

xoxo

be my number two?

2010-11-20T20:10:00.004+08:00

psst. pssssst. :)

foundation training will be over on Monday. yay'! ^_^

we're going to have a short presentation then kainan na! haha :)

product training is up next.

i feel more nervous now.

product training is the real thing. T.T

kung pa-easy easy kami nung foundation training i think product training is the other way around.

i need to be serious, more serious this time. arrrgh!

anyway, do you now the song "be my number two?"

nung nag-active listening kami last Friday i think that was the first time i heard this song.

i find it nice when all of my batch mates don't. the melody is catchy.

maybe they base the song to its tittle. i don't know.

if someone will ask me to be his number two, the only answer i can say is "fvck you!" HAHA.

freaking BAD! Ü

i think this song has deeper meaning. i like it. really. :)

here's the video :

Sarturdey :]

2010-11-13T15:43:00.003+08:00

heyaaa people ~ it's Saturday.

for me, Saturday is the new family day. kekeke! ~~

because i will be in manila by tomorrow.

so yea. first week of training went really well! yadaaa! ~ Ü

aside from my new friends who are basically my batch mates [ ayeee. we're batch 58]

im having fun with the lecture. it refreshes all of the things i learned back in high school.

it's a great help. really. ;]

im the youngest and the ~~tallest~~ shortest in this batch and we're like just 10 people.

since it's just training we're calling each other "classmate" haha! Ü

the assigned trainer is our maestro.

we had our first exam last friday.

i got one mistake. T.T sayang!

some got perfect scores and the lowest got four mistakes.

on monday we're going to have another exam about the 50 states.

yea. 50 states with capitals and abbreviation plus the map. weeew ;]

we need to identify all the states in the map.

im confident with the abbreviation, states, and map too.

i just need to memorize the capitals. kinda confusing somehow. :D

ang dami kasi looool ^.^

people in Makati are all gwapo but ... .. . who's who? who's gay? who aren't?

one mentor said "metrosexual people look so linis that's why they look really gwapo"

OHHH right!

i was in Makati for a week but believe me every guys that caught my attention are all gays.

it's kinda frustrating.

guys love guys. how about girls? HAHAHA.

i have nothing against gays, okay? i love gay community. i have gay friends. ;]

i love them though they usually end up being with my crush. joke! :D

anyway, i was riding in a bus last thursday when i saw this music video. aah.

i was surprised to found out that it was aljur.

uhhmmm.. i guess my lola is right. aljur is kinda hot! HAHAHA.

crush kasi si aljur abrenica ng lola ko. imagine how cool is that! ;]]

P.S. They told us that the theme for Christmas party are Disney's Princesses.

Im thinking of who am i going to portray.. . any suggestion? Ü il be glad! :D

Mom told me to portray Jasmine since she has the simplest costume ever! HAHA. :]

La la la Happy!

2010-11-03T20:15:00.004+08:00

Heyaaa guys :D

Ooh. it's just Wednesday and im here already! hihii :)

i have something to share and it can't wait until weekends. Noooo. ;]

i got a new job hooooray! it's in Makati a company for an MT.

so basically, i will live somewhere near the vicinity.

it was so quick and unexpected.

im still working at NSO but i will file my resignation by tomorrow.

now, i know the reason why i wasn't renew with the same contract.

it was a blessing in disguise. Ü

God works in amazing ways.

i can say im very lucky to passed all of their exams.

keee. i haven't transcribe for almost four months that's why im not that confident while taking the exams but everything turned out really well.

after i was informed that i passed their exams, an initial interview was made.

then, i went back today for the final interview and hoooola~~ they hired me!

i already had my medical and the training will start on Monday.

November 8 is the first day of my new work.

Gee. im excited yet nervous. Omo!~

i need to meet all of their expectations or else i might get kicked out. T.T

scarrrrry! but of course im hoping for the best. keee! Ü

btw, i had this photo shoot with my cousin. it was for the Halloween but i guess it's too late. hee!

P.S.

I will do blog hoppin' on weekends. Sorry.

i can't do it now. i need to make a resignation letter.

stay safe. Ü

Heyaaa! Ü

2010-10-30T20:42:00.005+08:00

hello fellow bloggers! ;)

i would like to extend my deepest gratitude to the following persons:

dyane * anthony * rhea * umi * sasarai * ishna

ate claire * buzz * landel * stevevhan * jeanu

kee. comments are highly appreciated. thank you sooooo! muahugssss Ü

another long weekend, right. ^.^

i know by tomorrow most of us are busy cleaning tombs of our deceased loved ones, a preparation in commemorating all saint's day.

all saint's day serves also as a chance to meet our dear relatives who live far away.

some sort of mini reunion. ;]

where are you going to spend your all saint's day?

as of me, we will go to Tanza to visit my father's father at the morning then be back here in Naic to visit my mom's father at the evening. that's all. ^.^

anyway, about my previous post.. . yea. some people are touchy in nature and im also one of them but im just touchy with my cousins and with the people im comfortable with.

that's why i feel awkward being touch by the people who are not close to me that much. eeh. T.T

i dunno. maybe after what i did they are already aware of it. i just hope so.

i don't want any commotion to anyone. aisssh! ;/

btw, got an awards from these three lovely ladies ATE CLAIRE, POPPIMESHI && OLEN.

thank you very much. ^.^

[please feel free to tag yourself, okay? xoxo ;)]

here's my current FB profile picture

YES! no other than Heechul oppa. :D a friend of mine made this for me. sweeeeeeeeeeet. Ü ILY~

okay, bye for now. hihii. :D i don't think i make any sense with this post. LoL. forgive me.

another lame one. Ü hope to be back with a better entry.

alright, take care everyone. have a nice weekend and stay safe. ^.^

P.S. yes, please feel free to add me in your YM list -- ktnep_15

i'll be glad to know more about my fellow bloggers. Ü

Touch Me Not.

2010-10-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

i feel sleepy [ yawn ] but i wanna make an entry first before going to bed.

so blog hoppin' is the only task to do by tomorrow, alright? ;]]

okay, if you think that this entry is about Noli Me Tangere's English version.

NO, it's not! ;p

thought that tittle is best for this entry. ^.^

my Monday wasn't a good start for me this week.

i had this misunderstanding with my workmate. eeh. T.T

i asked him about a missing file but instead of answering me seriously he just gave me a damn glance and cracked joke.

i was sooooooooooooooooo pissed off. my mood turned upside down. Grrrr. ;/

i was like "dude, im in a hurry! whether you know or not where that file is just tell so."

without any definite answer i left their department.

the next thing i knew he was standing in front of my table and asking if i already found what im looking for.

i did not say any word.

the next day [Tuesday], he approached me, asked the same question, and hold

onto my waist. creeeepy! i was freaking out like a volcano wanted to explodes!

i don't think what he did was proper.

i gave him a strange look to show that i dislike it and told him to put his hands off.

I LEFT.

Errr. when boys tend to be too touchy it's very irritating. ;/

hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin siya pinapansin at wala akong balak.

i mean, hell' what he did FOR ME was freaking annoying!

one of my rules:

if you do me wrong, never expect me to treat you the same way i used to because i won't.

one thing more, another workmate is just like the first one, very touchy too.

[bushettt. ano bang problema ninyo?! ang daming tao sa office. muka ba akong walking stuffed toy! Grrrrr. ;'/ ]

mag-aalok lang ng fries nangungurot pa ng braso.

magtatanong lang kung malamig, hahawak pa sa balikat.

magsasabi lang ng hi, hahaplos pa sa likod.

POOOTAAAA! kahit ayoko mag-mura sobrang nabubushet na ako. ;/

"bakit hindi mo kurutin yang sarili mo" that's the last thing i said.

now you know why i title this post with such.

am i being too sensitive?

i just don't like being touch with people who's not close to me.

freaking annoying! it feel sucks 10 times!

if they don't mind it, I DO!

anyway, i have a 3 days off work. weee! Ü thank you, Lord!

let's enjoy the long weekends. Ü good night. xoxo. c[:

P.S. Blog walk will be tomorrow. Promise! ;]

saturday!

2010-10-16T19:09:00.007+08:00

thanks to :

ishna

khay

rich

rico

mari

~~~~~

kee. ;] how's my fellow bloggers? how did your week end?

i hope everything is doing great. Ü any plan for tomorrow?

yesterday, before i go to work napag-usapan na namin ni mama na pupunta ng SMR.

so after working hours i went there straight.. ;]

yea. walang pagod basta gagala lol. Ü

i was the first to arrive so i decided to have an eyebrow threading since ate jin, my cousin has been suggesting this to me long time ago. hohoo. it was my first time.

kee. yes, it was quite painful. T.T but im pretty satisfied with the result. ;]

my phone's cam isn't working anymore :[[ Grr. cam whoring career is affected. T.T

i just use the webcam for this shot. sorry for the low image quality.

then after that i received a text, andun na si mama. yippeee! :D

i was surprised ng makita ko na kasama si papa. haha :D hindi naman kasi mahilig mag-mall yun.

ohh nawawala ay si jazzbeloy na nalang kumpleto na sana kaming apat. ^.^

but then mama told me na nasa MOA si jazzbeloy. hohoo. :D

nakiki'OCTOBERFEST daw haha. ^.^ whatever! Ü

uhmm . ..

got a new nail art kit from ate jin. ;]] sponsor! loool ^.^

she sent it through her father-in-law who arrived 3 days ago.

so here's my pink drizzle design. Ü

oh well, i had OT today [ what's new about that uuh? ]

lotsa work T.T

yesterday morning on my way to office a stranger approached and asked me "contact?"

i was puzzled. haha! nakakahiya. ='/

i did not get the question easily not until she said "contact lens?" and yes! she's referring to my eyes. eeh. o.O

sabi ko "hindi po" sabay super smile. ^___^ the last thing she said was "cute"

of course, im very please. ;p hee! Ü hohoo. ;]

mama and papa both have brown eyes. there's no way para mag-iba ang kulay ng mata namin ng kapatid ko because it's in the genes. Ü yea. we're "the brown eyes family." lol Ü

funny part is --- denggoy, our forever baby boy, is a brown-eyed dog. kekeke ^.^

ten-ten-ten ;]

2010-10-10T19:15:00.004+08:00

hello! :D thanks for all the comments in my previous post.

dyane

khay

rich

ate claire

umi

rico

ishna

bubblydolly

buzz

chongmal kamsahamnida. Ü

i thought i couldn't make any entry tonight because mom is busy typing her exam.
but at least while she is resting right now im grabbing the opportunity to make one. haha! Ü

wooo. it's ten-ten-ten today! Ü
have you notice that October has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays, and 5 Sundays?
cute month huh. ^.^

i went to civil service office last Tuesday and they personally confirmed the R.A 1080 law.
the law has been implemented since 1990.
they told me that my license is already equivalent to sub-prof so i don't need to take the civil service exam. ;]]
i am under that law. period. ;]

anyway, im soooooo into Twitter.
actually, it's because of Hee Chul oppa. hohoo. ^.^
[he is still the TT till now. geeze! ;]
i always get this kilig factor every time i see his tweet/photos on screen. kekeke.
crazy, isn't it? ;]
i hella love this beautiful guy! ^.^
Err. i didn't expect to fall for SUJU this much.
day by day i fall inch by inch. ^.^

darn love them. kekeke. Ü

~SUJU is love~

will do blog hoppin. ^.^

Unfair?

2010-10-02T19:53:00.005+08:00

i try not to blog this yet i fail. ;x

maybe because im quite confident that blogging will make me feel better in a way. ;]

my work's contract ended last sept. 30, 2010.

they did not allow me to renew my contract for the same position for the reason that the RD has been questioning my eligibility.

so they hired again me as a CPH clerk instead of CRS processor. .. okay. whatever. T.T

i am already comfortable with the CRS peeps and this is what had happened. T.T

it's quite unfair though. kasi yung pakiramdam na hindi naman ako na'promote bakit demote agad. T.T

and really i don't get why they are questioning my eligibility where in fact according to Civil Service Commission civil service will automatically granted to the passers of any board exam administered by the PRC. it's a SPECIAL LAW.

i have my midwife license therefore i am under this special law, right?

brrrr.

i feel so stressed out. T.T kasi kahit ako sa sarili ko nahiya sa nangyari. aah. :X

a lot of people have been questioning me why it happened.

i did not explain anything. i let them believe whatever they want to.

inalis ako dahil walang civil service. WHATEVER!

i don't even think they have an idea about this special law. brrr.

just to lighten the heavy burden

i watched different Kmovies para may reason akong umiyak. HOHOO.

it was a lame excuse, i know! but ayoko naman umiyak lang ng dahil dun.

i also gained weight. T.T bukod kasi sa Kmovies eeh pag'kain ang binalingan ko.

i hate it! diet, diet na naman 'to. ampff.

today [oct. 1, 2010] is my first day of being a CPH clerk.

im still thankful working in this agency.

but i bet i won't be happy anymore.

i will just finish the contract and might look for another work.

what you think?

anyway, blame it to my curiosity i would like to ask :

when was the last time you refuse? why?

family day / PRiTOS RiNG.

2010-09-25T18:03:00.004+08:00

what to blog? what to blog? arrrgh ! ;]]

i had family day with my officemates today at kinagot resort.

it was okay though my cousin and i feel bored most of the time. T_T

the place was okay but i think there was something missing.

though we laughed because of some funny moments after that,

i can't feel any inner happiness at all.

just like i spent the whole day waiting for the "time to go home" thing.

anyway, i notice for the past few days i've been very nostalgic about my childhood days.

i miss Power Rangers, Pritos Ring, Serg's, Mikmik, Banana in Pajamas, Teletubbies, Viva, Bazooka, Flintstone Vitamins, etcetera!

so i'd rather blog about Pritos Ring than the family day. :]]

Pritos Ring was part of my childhood days. Eeh.. ;)

if you were born from late 80s to early 90s i bet naranasan mo rin mag-lagay ng Pritos Ring sa bawat daliri mo. hihii. :)

akala ko wala ng pritos ring. :D kasi bukod sa hindi ko nanakikita sa tindahan, ang mga bulilit ngayon walang ideya kung ano ba ito. :)

until may nakapagsabi sa akin na sa Dasmarinas, Cavite available pa ang Pritos Ring.

Hohooo. :]

i asked my officemate to buy some. :D

alam mo yun, para pag-bigyan yung kapritso ng pagiging nostalgic ko.

he never failed me. ^^

the next day, binigyan niya ako ng isang balot ng maliliit na pritos ring.

HAHAHA :D

though nagbago ang packaging nito and i even don't know if same manufacturer ba siya or gaya-gaya nalang i was really overwhelmed. sobraaaaaaaaaaa. :p

see, that's how im easy to please.

sa sobrang babaw ng kaligayahan ko eeh niloloko tuloy ako :D

curls lang daw yun. HOHOOO. :D

yea. it was just a curls but for me it was more than just a curls.

it's a part of ME.. ;]

The Ultimate Pritos Ring. ;]]

Hohoo. Pritos Ring in my fingers. [ uhm.. hindi na kasya. HAHA. ]

btw, i got a gift from jihyun of http://ladyjihyun.blogspot.com/

THANK YOU JIHYUN. :]]

TGiF. Thank You. ;]

2010-09-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

yipeee it's TGiF. wooooot! ;]]

i always thank God for everything but this time i thank Him more because i have no work tomorrow and that means two days of no paper cuts. HAHA!

even though how careful i am i still get paper cuts. T_T

i have a lot of paper cuts in my both hands.. . about SEVEN.

four in my right and three in my left hand.

mahapdi ha'! ;/ mahapdi talaga kahit maliliit sila. T_T

anyway, i know im quite OA. i have been talking about SUJU for quite some time.

i can't help it. for now, they are the APPLE OF MY EYES. oooooh. ;]

HeeChul, Siwon, Sungmin, Leeteuk and everyone. aaaaah!

i Love them for real. hihii. ;] heart.. heart ... more hearts. ^^

have you seen the video where Siwon kissed Heechul? HAHA. ;]]

i can't stop laughing with Heechul's reaction. Siwon got him caught offguard. LoooooL ^^.

Heechul looks soooooo gobsmacked. ;]]

Click the link to watch the video:

♥♥♥ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J21ZWwT5-Sg ♥♥♥

the clip is very short yet HOT! ^.^

seriously, after watching the said video the words i uttered was "I wish I am a man too."

i wanna be a man and do skinship with them. HOHOOOO. c(;

SUJU have a subgroup named Super Junior - K.R.Y [Kyuhyun. Ryeowook. Yesung.]

if i were a man then got the chance to be in their band the subgroup SUJU K.R.Y

will be SUPER JUNiOR K.R.Y.K [Kyuhyun. Ryeowook. Yesung. Kryk.] weeeeeeeee. i love it! HAHAHA. ;]]

ambisyosaaaaaaaaaaa! ^^.

okay, enough for this craziness. Ü

see you around. ;]]

OMG :D

2010-09-12T04:18:00.003+08:00

OMG! :D

it's already 4am and i haven't sleep yet.

my blog's name really fits me huh. ;] i stay awake ... i stay awake. ^^.)

anyway, i made a new template. woooot! ^^,)

the layout is oh sooooooo krykie!

there's a lot of my pictures haha. sorry :D

and pink is my main color.

ohhh i just love pink even more.

i feel too girly. i love it! Ü

i also changed my music. ;]]

recently, i have been addicted with SUJU. arghhh!

i watch their vids every night. :]]

that's my latest addiction.

i also have their vids saved on my phone.Ü

anyway, im quite sleepy. zzZZz (-_-)

i'll visit your blog next time, okay? Ü

i just need to sleep now.

xoxo!

my pinkiiee boy.

2010-09-05T20:32:00.004+08:00

waaaa. i was absent for four days. :(

i got sick --- fever, cough, colds, and tonsillitis.

yea. fever was due to tonsil inflammation.

good thing i have no fever now.

i had check-up this afternoon because i still have tonsillitis and i was quite surprise

kasi ibang doctor nadatnan namin.

ahaha ;]] ang gwapoooooooooooo ^^.)

lumakas ako ehh! :D pakiramdam ko nga wala na talaga akong sakit. wooo!! HAHA :D

anyway, im not a SUJU fan but i feel like becoming one. haha :DD

nothing's wrong, right? :DD

given the fact that i don't understand their language but i find the music my gawddd

totally awesome. :DD

BONAMANA and A SHORT JOURNEY are my LSS for the last two days.

i played it almost two hundred times. NO JOKE! ;]

and i have been watching various videos at YT.

ohhh "SUJU mini drama." :D super LOVEEEEEE. Ü

lovin' the fact that they love each other darn much.

FYI, my fave SUJU mem is SUNGMiN oppa.

Yea. i HEART MiNNiE. ;]]

i wanna be with the PiNK PRiNCE

wear a PiNK DRESS with PiNK SHOES

ride in a PiNK HORSE

live in a PiNK CASTLE

and have PiNK BABiES.

HAHA :DD

too much huh? ;]]

i like pink ever since but i am more fascinated now because of Sungmin. :DD

he's my piiiinkieeee boy. Ü

no updates yay!

2010-08-29T11:41:00.003+08:00

no updates for weeks, i know!

i can't help it especially that many offline stuffs keeping me sooooooo BUSY.

can't even call myself a BLOGGER anymore. ;[[

i feel like losing the passion for sharing. T_T

im hoping it's just temporary.

i wanna be as active as before but i do not have ample time.

almost every night instead of facing the computer i go to bed and rest.

sometimes, i still check my mails and FB but for few minutes only.

SLEEPING is my most inexpensive luxury. really! Ü

sunday is the only rest day i have.

see, working six days straight a week is no joke. i get tired too. really tired. T_T

in fact, although tomorrow is a national holiday i still have work.

but anyway, my work is oh so fine! Ü

there's always a new story. ;]

i feel more comfortable with the place and most especially with the people. ^^.)

we had the 70th anniversary last August 19 and i am proudly to presents my colleagues.. .

as we know, August is my birth month. ;]

last August 15, i celebrated it in a simple yet enjoyable way.

i turned 21 yet they said that my celebration seemed a children's party. haha Ü

thanks to my parents, to my bro for his gift [ first time ever wooooooot!]

to my relatives, and friends. Ü

they always make my existence worth living.

and of course, to my blogger friends, you aren't forgotten. Ü

i was really surprise when i saw your messages in the chatbox and comments section ;]]

i darn love you. Ü

i will visit your blog now.

believe it or not, i miss it too! Ü

my birthday month. ;]

2010-08-01T00:43:00.004+08:00

i just had midnight snacks with my mom.

yea. pareho kaming nagutom sa kalagitnaan ng gabi. LoL. Ü

and thanks to that kasi after naisipan ko ang mag blog. HAHA.

i can't believe how time flies so fast.

it's already AUGUST. wooot'! it has been a month since i started working.

so far, everything seems really well. ^^.)

my new workmates especially at the CRS department are all awesome'!

they always make me feel at ease. ;]

they always throw jokes at each other though most are green ones.

LoL. Ü but nothing is really offending.

i always have good laugh

everything is just for fun. Ü weee. ;]

okay, 14 days more and i will officially be ~~twenty~~ twenteen one.

another year will be added but i really don't care it's just number anyway.Ü

before i plan ahead what to do on my special day but this year is quite different from the previous.

i go for NO CELEBRATION JUST GIVE ME MONEY DAY. hahaha :]]

there is something i really wanna buy yet my savings isn't enough. arghhh'!

wish me luck. Ü

oh gonna confess something there are these two guys.. . . . .

well, if im going to base on my instinct, on a girl's instinct arrghhh'!

can't find words to express. basta. they show some actions that i can categorize somehow as courting. freeeeaaakkkk'! >.<

i find it annoying'! brrrr. ;[[

hindi ako nagmamaganda.

it's just at this point going into relationship is my least priority.

ayoko lang at some point masisi nila ako.

how can i refuse? how can i say stop?

in the first place hindi ko naman talaga sila gusto. brrr.

boys just cause me trouble. T_T

im still alive!

2010-07-11T19:13:00.003+08:00

rawr! im kinda neglecting this blog again and i feel bad somehow.
it's just many offline stuffs keeping me busy. ;[ REALLY.

there's a lot of things i wanna share yet i don't know where to start.. .
pppfff ang hirap maging madaldal sa blog. HAHA XD

first thing, I HAVE A NEW JOB. wooooooooo. ;]] and this time it's for real!
it was really unplanned. i feel so lucky indeed. ;]
i found new friends. so far im enjoying my new work. Ü
this will help me to grow. be more mature.
this will teach me on how to deal with different types of people. Ü
araw-araw iba't ibang uri ng tao ang nakakasalamuha ko.
im working in a government agency. ;) i won't just tell exactly where. ;p

second thing, i was with japs last friday at SM DASMA.
i went there straight after work.
okay, there's nothing special about it.
it's just that was the first time EVER we went malling together. i mean, just the two of us.
actually, may kailangan talaga siya haha. ampfff. Ü
wala daw kasing rcbc na atm machine doon at kulang ang pera niya.
in short, hindi niya mabibili yung sadya niya and ate [ME] will always be there to rescue.
woo. wooo. HAHAHA ;)

third thing, yesterday mom and i went to SM ROSARIO.
we had facial at let's face it. ;]
promise.. . i like how my mom evolves. LOL! Ü
kasi it's really not her thing. she's so simple in every way.
di ba nga kaya ang tagal ko bago natututo mag-make-up kasi walang mamanahan. ampf. Ü
but now, oh my gawddd she keeps on surprising me. LOL. Ü
she is still simple but there's a lot of changes.
so, it was my mom's first time. i was kinda worry because of the pricking thing.
hello! it was really masakit nuh! good thing she didn't blame me for all the hurts. haha. Ü

im in the part of my existence where everything seems to be almost perfect. ;]]
i feel so much blessed and happy. xD

thanks be to GOD. i love you.. :]

ohmygawdd!

2010-06-28T17:51:00.003+08:00

an insect bit me last night. oh my gawddd! i was in pain for an hour. really. T_T
i don't know what kind of insect was that but i freaking hate it! arghh'!
it felt like i had three times IM in my right clavicle. [that's the best way to describe it. really!]
it was really, really, really painful. :'(
i wiped it with alcohol and put on hot compress to lessen the pain.

good thing was even though it was painful at least it wasn't poisonous.
that's something im really thankful.

PERO MASAKiT TALAGA. my gawddd!
i don't want to experience it again. ever! T_T

so, let's talk about LOVE. [weird huh, from insect bite to love. no relevance at all. LoL. ;p]

okay, i was chatting with kang when she asked me what will i choose between
"to love or to be loved"

tough question. woooaa'!
there is more happiness in loving the person who loves you back, right?
but she needs a definite answer so i cannot really say both.

im being selfish, i chose "to be loved"

i have many reasons but here's one : i knew myself enough. i can love the person who loves me.
love for me is not merely an emotion but also a choice. ;) dig it? ^^.

after that chatting session with kang a friend phoned me.
he told me he broke up with his gf and finding it hard to move on.
he was asking for some help.
[i don't know much about love but im wondering why they always seek for my advice. LoL. :)]

i just told him that it's a process and moving on is also a choice.
YOU END UP SOMETHING. MEAN IT.
why would you treasure someone who doesn't value you at all?
LIFE is already UNFAIR.
only you have the power to make everything ALMOST FAIR. ;]
wag pahirapan ang sarili.
there's a lot blessings to count. ^^.

TO MY DEAREST FRiEND,
ohh ayan i won't mention your name at baka awayin mo pa ako.
LoL. :) i know you can make it. ;] CRY.. . it won't make you less of a man.
'yaan mo na yun, bruha ex mo ehh. smile na kasi. ^^.
shout.. shout... shout it out! mwaah. ;']

35 random facts

2010-06-19T16:38:00.008+08:00

hello. ^^.

my insomnia sucks a lot. T_T
i am having hard time falling asleep at night. ;'(
it was almost 2 am but still i am wide awake last night.
i see nothing but darkness.
i hear nothing but emptiness.
ohhh. T_T

so, i decided to get my phone and i came out listing some random facts about ME.
some may know these but im sure others really don't. LoL. Ü

1. i don't eat anything with mayonaise and catsup.
2. i had separation anxiety when i was in grade one. [maybe a late separation anxiety i don't have it when i was in kinder. haha :D]
3. i just recently learned eating sisig and drinking coffee.
4. FOREVER means Andrew Garcia. ;]
5. i had a childhood buddy named Macmac but i don't know where he is now.
6. my kinder crush was my classmate John Paul and during my birthday celebration at school he kissed me on my cheeks. [aliw! haha :))]
7. my grade school crush was Yvez. we used to lived in the same subdivision back then.
8. i am a WESTLIFE fan. i have a collection of their mags, cds, concert tours, posters, etc.
9. Mulan was our first dog and Jack was the second. They are both dead. RIP.
10. i love Wendy's frosty. ;]
11. A&W has the best root beer float. :) but i love Mcfloat too. Ü
12. baby sitter is my one of my dream jobs ever. Ü
13. i like ambon. ;) getting wet under the rain is fun! ^^.
14. putting on nail polish makes me feel girly.
15. mango is my fave fruit. the ripe ones.
16. my height is just 60-1/2 inches T_T while my younger brother stands 68.4 inches.
17. i weigh 46 kg.
18. telephone by lady gaga reminds me of RYAN BANG!
19. i can't sing. i mean, i can but it's so outta tune though.
20. i can dance a little bit. just a little bit. ;)
21. i don't know how to play soduko. should i feel ashamed? lol. Ü
22. the last movie i watched was "here comes the bride"
23. others thought im wearing a contact lens.
24. im afraid of rats.
25. i treasure pictures. i have three scrapbooks at home. ;)
26. i heart my nickname more than my real name.
27. i have problem in pronouncing "S". it always goes like "SHHH"
28. i collect animal stuffie like having my own version of a mini zoo at home.
29. i did not ask any single peso from anyone i bought my phone on my own. Ü
30. i had ear peircing way back in high school. it was in my right upper ear.
31. i hate TORPEdo guys. >.<
32. Emerie Kris was derived from my two grandma's name Emerenciana and Cresencia.
33. i love beary strawberry. :))
34. i can't wear sandals/shoes with high heels. [but i keep trying as far as my heel is concern. lol. im getting heel pain from using flats. T_T]
35. im longing for Wacky. :(

hella folks :)

2010-06-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

hella folks! :D how's everyone?
good luck to all the students.
make a lot of friends, okay? ^^.)

i miss schooling too! **,)
being student is easier than working, agree?
students get daily allowance + kickback/pang-gala and it's for free. LoL! ;D
kaka'miss! hehe.

i wasn't able to do blog hoppin' for the last few days. sorry.Ü

i was with cristy, my high school friend, last Tuesday at Makati.
as usual we did lot of chitchats! ;]

pareho kaming tahimik neto but whenever kami ang magkaharap
we don't know the word SHUT UP. haha :D

im talkative at times especially with the people im comfortable with.
super daldal :)
i did enjoy my Makati trip. thanks to her! :)

i wanna work at Makati too. but MTs have shifting schedules and that's freaking me out.
paranoia is something i really hate. >.<

then, i had work yesterday. i got files from a new doctor.
yes, new doctor! winkkk ^.^
i was transcribing every file carefully though i left blanks but that's okay. :p

now, im free again and will visit your blog.
yea. gonna return all the tags and comments. i thank you!

xoxo. Ü

still mad!

2010-06-14T18:39:00.004+08:00

guys, im really sorry i know not everyone can relate to my previous post.
especially those people who aren't from my town.
we use blog to express our thoughts and for a while i used my blog to EXPRESS WHAT MY MOM'S DEEPEST THOUGHT.

okay, if you had read my previous post you may already have the idea of what had happened.

my mom joined a contest of making our town's hymn few years back yet heard nothing about that after all.
so, okay lang. because my mom understand na WALANG IBANG NAG-SUBMIT.
given that reason pinabayaan na namin pero ang hindi namin matanggap bigla nalang may IPAPAKILALANG HIMNO ni wala man pasintabi sa mama ko.

THEY HAVE VERBAL AGREEMENT!
it's not a written one yet it's still an AGREEMENT!

OH MY GAWDDD. IS THIS HOW POLITICS REALLY GOES IN OUR COUNTRY???
PORKE'T MAY KA-CLOSE SA LOOB PASOK AGAD? ayos!!!

kung tinuloy nga yung contest i must say winner by default na si mama sa TAGAL niyang nag-antay!

we feel bad. really! we are no saint. we get angry too and i know we have the right to.

AGAiN, WE'RE NOT AGAiNST THE HYMN NOR THE PEOPLE BEHIND iT.
WHAT WE ARE AGAiNST TO WAS THE PROCESS THEY HAVE MADE.

dinaig pa ang "MINi MINi MINiMO"

this is the hymn that my mom made.
take time to listen. thanks a lot!

Naic Hymn -- THE UNTOLD STORY

2010-06-12T12:15:00.002+08:00

HIMNO NG NAIC ( Contest? )

( The Untold Story )

Isang mapagpalang araw sa mga kapwa ko anak ng Naic,

For almost three months, I have tried to keep mum about this sentiment. But my inner voice is yawning and yelling “FOUL!” --- so, I have no option but to speak it out. Just a single request from whoever will read it: PLEASE, READ THIS PIECE OBJECTIVELY.

First and foremost, I have nothing against the brains behind the “official” Himno ng Naic. Though I don’t know them personally, I am certain they are also endowed with God-given talent; hence, their masterpiece. And candidly speaking, I respect our hymn though i haven’t heard it yet. And why not? Kung ang ating mga mata ang bintana ng ating kaluluwa, I believe ang Himno ng Naic ang kaluluwa ng ating bayan. I reiterate, I have nothing against the composers nor the hymn itself. PERO ANG KINOKONDENA KO AY ANG PROSESO NA NAGANAP HOW OUR TOWN GOT ITS HYMN.

I don’t want to be rude... I don’t want to be sarcastic, and I don’t want to harm anybody for I am basically a peace-loving citizen, but very true…even passivity has its own limitation. And since month na po ang Araw ng Kalayaan, I think it’s the perfect time para palayain ko rin kung ano man ang nakakulong sa aking dibdib. Express what should be expressed. Unleash what should be unleashed. And now, I’ll break the ice .......

It was summer of 2008 when Dr. Alice A. Pardo, one of our directors, informed me that there’s a Naic Hymn Contest. The winning piece be launched on Independence Day. She encouraged me to join so our school would have entry. I do not have any formal training in music but can compose songs. Levity aside, I was the one who penned the “CvSU- Naic March.” I was able to compose one and submitted it ( both in soft and hard copy ) to Mrs. Eva Pangilinan . It’s already 6th of June, barely a week before Independence Day. But to my astonishment, mine’s still a sole entry. I was skeptical. Would there contest or would it be canceled? Mrs. Eva told me, “Kapag walang nag-submit, baka ito na ang gamitin natin.” Nobody submitted after me, at wala ring Himno ng Naic na tinugtog nang dumating ang Independence Day, at wala na rin akong narinig tungkol sa status ng contest. Did I feel bad about it? Honestly no. For I understand that such contest is incomparable to other competition where you can have winner by default. It’s sensitive because the chosen hymn will represent our town and our people. I just hoped then, that the contest be pushed through the following year but it didn’t happen.

Another Independence day passed. Nothing’s heard about the contest. Until one day, I saw Jason Dimaisip, our former student, who by that time’s working with Mrs. Eva Pangilinan at Naic Municipal Hall. . He told me ipinasasabi raw ni Mrs. Eva , ‘yung composition ko na raw ang gagamiting Naic Hymn according to Mayor Efren. After few days, it was Mrs. Eva herself who personally visited me at the Arts and Sciences Department, confirming Jayson’s statement. And she asked, “Anu-ano ho ang mga kondisyon ninyo sa paggamit ng inyong himno?” And she even requested na i-record ko ulit because they lost daw the original. Kung puwede raw, maibigay ko agad because the launching will be on Naic Town Fiesta ( 2009 ) at kailangang mapag-aralan pa ng mga KALARTESA members na siyang kakanta. Our student and best singer, Celine Pelina, recorded the song since according to Mrs. Eva ay si Celine ang magtuturo sa mga kamembers niya. It was August 28, 2009, I submitted the requested copy (both in soft and in hard). I even have Jason’s signature nang i-submit ko iyon because his boss had a meeting the time I went to their office.

Naic Town Fiesta ended. As usual, nothing’s heard from them.Though if they had no time to inform me personally, they could give me a ring. May contact number ako sa kanila. Then February came, a municipal employee excitedly told me -- “First Monday of March na ilo-launch ‘yung ginawa mong kanta para sa Naic. Nagpa-practice na sila.” Of course, I’m equally excited. At long last! But I was wondering. Why didn’t they inform me? The reason pala, na hindi lang masabi-sabi ng mga students kong Kalartesa, which later ay sinabi rin nila – “ Ma’am, pinagpapractice nga po kami ng Naic Hymn pero hindi naman po ‘yung ginawa ninyo ang pinapapractice sa amin.” HOW? AND WHY?
Paano nga ba nangyari iyon samantalang meron na kaming pormal na usapan. Pati ba naman sa pagpili ng himno, uso ang sulutan? Uso ang palakasan? Sorry for the word pero wala talaga akong maisip na ibang dahilan.. If they’re really fair, since there’s already two entries, itinuloy na lang sana ‘yung contest with criteria and made transparent to the public like what was planned before. Anyway, kung more deserving talaga ‘yung bagong entry, fine. I can understand naman at hindi na ako magkukuwestyon gaya nito KUNG IPINAALAM LANG NILA BEFOREHAND. Kaso, hindi. Sinorpresa na lang ako... kami. HOW? AND WHY?

Some may think, I AM JUST BITTER--- which I boldly, candidly, and undauntedly answer YES. BUT the bitterness in me is not because of the recognition or of the lost monetary reward , but because of the “unjust process.” For sure, kumuha rin sila ng Good Manners and Right Conduct kung hindi man Values Education. Pero bakit ganoon? Simple lang naman ang bottomline --- it’s just a matter of courtesy.

In posting this article, I don’t want to hurt nor harm anybody since everything here is written without embellishment. Welcome kung may gustong mag-react. As I have said, I just want to express what should be expressed. And now that I have already unleashed the “noxious toxins. “ I feel relieved. Maluwag na po ang aking dibdib. Thanks po for your time. I’ll end my litany with a shimmering, glittering, conscience- awakening adage --- DON’T DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU DON’T WANT OTHERS TO DO UNTO YOU.”

GOD BLESS NAIC !!!!

Cora Torrente – Nepomuceno
Cavite State University - Naic Campus

im back! ^.^

2010-06-08T20:50:00.004+08:00

helloooooooooooooo ^.^

i was supposed to make an entry last Saturday night but since unexpected occurrences kept me away from blogging. so, really this entry is super late! Ü

last saturday, i went to Enchanted Kingdom with my friends and as expected it was really a fun day for us! :) the ultimate event was when we rode space shuttle.
OMG! like i feel a bit dizzy afterwards. haha :D but i super love the experience!

can you see me? i was the one wearing yellow! loool ^.^

ohh here's a funny story while we're in the line waiting for our turn to the space shuttle.
there's a group of boys before us. take note : they are UP judo players.
so, can you imagine how they look like? they are quite chubby guys wearing black shirts with a cute smile :DD haha

at first, natatawa talaga ako kasi sabi ko kapag sila na ang sumakay baka mabagal na ang takbo ng space shuttle [because they we're all chubby talaga. konti lang ang hindi. 3 lang ata?]

i also heard one of them saying "bawal sumigaw mamaya."

when it was their turn kahit hindi pa nagalaw yung space shuttle they are already screaming! :)
some shouts "mommmmmmmyyyyyy!" "waaaaaaaaaaaa!" "bababa na akoooooooo!"
obviously they were joking. :D
they really caught my attention. for the whole time sa kanila ako nakatitig. ^.^
they smile back and do sign language. :D

then, the space shuttle started to move and i was really amaze hanggang matapos yung dalawang ikot i did not heard any scream from them!
gawdddd! ang tatag :DD

i do not know why but i love interacting with strangers now. is that weird? :D

pictures ^.^

P.S.
will do blog hoppin' now :D

lily ;)

2010-06-03T18:31:00.006+08:00

i don't like RYAN BANG. he is not LILY smart unlike BLET.
when we play volleyball we also use WHIZZER and have LULES too.
when i saw someone standing i told them SHIT.. . i told them to SHIT down.

OH MY GAWD DI BA?

i find myself laughing alone after typing those words. lol :)
oh my gawd di ba? this is sooo obvious that i lily [really] like ryan bang of PBB. haha :D
i super love this guy. Ü he is not that cute but hell'a his sense of humor is something i really admire. ^.^ surely, there is no dull moment watching him. LIKE! LIKE!

anyway, i made another blog and it is -- ♥KiSFORKRYK

kindly visit it, okay? :) support it the way you support this blog.
super thank you! Ü

best news :)

2010-05-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

guys, yesterday i received the best news EVER! HAHA :D

i did not expect that June will be the month i have been waiting for.

OMG! OMG! :D

MADAM is going back to California soon. haha! ^.^
i still do not know the exact date but what important is AALIS SIYA! haha ^.^

"Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-roma-mamaa! Ga-ga-ooh-la-la."

sa sobrang saya ko napapakanta tuloy ako ng BAD ROMANCE. hehe ^.^

anyway, i need advice.

im thinking about changing my career from an MT to call canter agent/[business woman.]
i lost two doctors from my MT work so im a full-time transcriber for the last one left.
the doctor's file comes about twice or thrice a month but in bulk so i will only have three days of work and all the remaining days will be my free time.

at first, i find it really okay.
[feeling ko nga nakisabay pa ako ng bakasyon sa mga pinsan ko plus the fact na maraming occasions na naganap.]
but now, i find myself soooooo unproductive. T_T
i want serious job this time. i do not like the feeling of being worthless. it sucks.

im planning to either enroll myself for a call center training program.
the nearest place i found in the internet was in Kawit, Cavite and cost about 2k for a month training.
[ang problema ko lang.. . . wala akong kasama! T_T]

OR

start a mini business BUT i do not know what kind of business.
my situation is kinda frustrating. :'(
i feel like there are many options yet i still do not know how to decide for myself.

ohhhh the reason why i chose to be a call center agent is because i think it will help me to improve my English skill. Ü i ain't that confident speaking in English unless i am talking to someone who is really from U.S./other country :) they don't mind grammar that much unlike some Filipinos who are more particular to it. i rather write in English than speak it. lol :D
but if there is any ~~life threatening~~ situation just like when i had my training before. we have to speak in English and i just did. good thing was i did not receive any criticism. in fact, they found us smart enough for the job.
sadyang mahina lang talaga ang loob ko mag-byahe ng mag-isa. ;'(

hmmm what you think should i enroll myself in a call center training or start a business? [another question is what business?]

pleaseeee give me some advice. :D

THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!
muahugs! Ü love! love! love! ^.^

i super duper hate you madam!

2010-05-28T16:58:00.005+08:00

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

i do not know how to explain this pero nang-gigigil talaga ako kay madam!
napaka-cute kasi talaga. NAKOOOOOO sa sobrang cute ang sarap PAG-KUKURUTIN!!!

im bad, disrespectful, and sarcastic.

whatever. whatever!
but i know im still good in people who deserve my kindness.

kaninang umaga i heard madam talking to my mom.
nagsusumbong ang bruha dahil nag-away daw sila ng tatay ko.
[we don't know the reason why and i really do not care]
tapos pati ako dinamay pa

"AT SAKA YANG ANAK MO [ako yun!] HINDI AKO PINAPANSIN." sabi ni madam.

mom told her "KUNG ANU-ANO KASING MALI ANG IPINAGKAKALAT NINYO."

and i feel really mad to her answer "KAHIT PA MATANDA AKO SA KANYA."

so, anong ibig sabihin niya? haha kahit siya aminadong gumagawa siya ng kwento.
nakooooooo. GRrrrr!

it has been months since the last time i talked to her.
believe me i feel better kapag hindi siya pinapansin. mas at peace ang pakiramdam ko.

sa lahat ng sinasabi niya i keep calm hanggang kaya ko because i promise not to answer back AGAIN. it's for my mom's sake!
[kasi lagi nalang in question kung anong klaseng paglalaki niya sa amin]
this is one thing i really get mad about!
i do not think she has the right to question how my mom brought up us.

i may sound so disrespectful but promise it's only to her NOT TO ANYONE ELSE.

i know not anyone can understand me.
you really can't unless you have someone LIKE HER in your life.
and for sure just like me, you will say all the things i have said.

SWEAR.

happiness. Ü

2010-05-23T21:26:00.005+08:00

hello! :D
i was out-of-house for 2 days. yea! sobrang gala. Ü kaninang umaga lang kami nakauwi.
for 48 hours i only had 3 hours of sleep. i really feel like a walking zombie. Ü

we went to G4 where we've watched "here comes the bride".
i super love the movie. hehe :D
sobrang laugh trip. Ü
[BTW, i enjoyed talking to strangers yesterday. Weird? haha :D]

then went to SM Makati, Farmers, and Gateway!
freaaaaak! hilong hilo ako sa antok. (-_-)

few days ago nag-join kasi ng poem contest si mama sa dzbb :D [AM radio station ng GMA]
ayun, kasama siya sa finalists. tapos kagabi, ni'interview at personal niyang binasa yung tula. kagabi rin nag-announce ng winners.
she got the first place [as usual!] pang-ilang first na ba 'to? :D
insecure na ako kay mama. LoL. Ü
kaya andun kami para kuhanin ang prize. haha :D
naka'tambay kami sa loob ng station for almost half day. T_T
ka'antok. yawn! Ü
natutuwa ako dun sa sidekick nung radio announcer haha ;)

i promise to come back soon to visit him again.
sabi niya close daw kami. haha ^.^ ang bait. Ü
but i really want to come back there para dalawin ang mga FM djs especially papa bear and papa kiko! :D i super love their tandem kasi. Ü

nakoo, nakooo, stop ko muna 'to :D wala talaga ako sa katinuan dahil sa puyat haha!
i don't even think my entry makes any sense. :D

sorry po. Ü

as i've promise i will do blog hoppin'. ^.^
sorry if im late :)

P.S. badtrip si MADAM! kahit kailan talaga. T_T
Grrrrrrrrrrrr. naka-usap ko yung LOLA KO NA MABAIT sabi daw sa kanya ni MADAM lapastangan ako. hindi ko na nga siya kinakausap para walang gulo kung anu-ano pa sinasabi.
syempre, alam ng LOLA KO NA MABAIT kung ano talaga ako. sorry siya. Brrrrrr!
pero kasi sa part ko nakaka-inis talaga. kahit anong gawin 'kong buti sa kanya ehh nakooooo.
ayoko na nga! masaya kasi ako PANIRA SIYA! hmpppf! Ü

lame shit.

2010-05-20T23:33:00.007+08:00

freak! i don't even know how to start this entry ahaha! ^.^

im okay not until i finished watching PBB haha!

it left me with a heavy heart. i feel bad. OMG. T_T

see, that's why i don't like watching much kasi i get really affected after.

okay, TRICIA is immature, pa'cute, maarte, etc.

she has bad side and good side too BUT the only thing that the pinoy housemates see is the first one. tsssk. too bad.

i don't think that anyone deserves a lame shit just like what happened to her party.

yikesss. what if the villa and apartment did not merge?

NO ONE WILL ATTEND HER BIRTHDAY PARTY and i think it's not fair

[but anyway nothing is really fair in this world].

hindi naman halatang apektado talaga ako, ano? haha.

'yoko na nga! 'yoko nga manuod ng Pinoy Big Brother. T_T

anyway, it was a fun yet tiring day.

after months [yea. i think] of not seeing each other finally we were able to stroll again.

i was with kang and glo. we went to SM BACOOR and had a lot of chitchats. [we mean A LOT] Ü

talking is our vice. haha. ^.^

the other night pala while kang and i were chatting we realized a lot of changes. hehe. Ü

we realized how thing can change in just a matter of time.

imagine, when we were in St. Joseph the only problem we had was "where to go for lunch"

i still remember dinadaan namin sa draw lots ang pagpili ng kakainan.

mcdo, chowking, kfc --- unang mabunot, yun na! haha ^.^

that's how childish we are. Ü

but now yung mga problema kasi namin may mga ibang tao ng involve. T_T

and that is far from what we've imagine.

plus the fact that we usually think of more serious topic to discuss just like putting up a business.

totoo, we are not kids anymore.

i feel like we are preparing from something we really don't know.

does anyone feel the same way too? or anyone who happened to go through the same situation?

NORMAL PA BA KAMI? lol :)

P.S. i thought i can make blog hoppin before sleeping but i feel really tired plus my mom keeps nagging me to turn off the computer. haha :D

ohh i am going to my aunt's crib tomorrow. need to finish the video presentation for our MABAIT NA LOLA. :)

forgive me. i will visit your blog soon. Ü maybe this weekends, alright? so, see you soon!

Love Lots Ü

before i leave let me share this photo.Ü

tadaaaa! that's the KGK Ü

randomness :)

2010-05-08T17:56:00.008+08:00

there are random things i wanna share right now.
bare with me because i think this is going to be a long post. haha :)

first thing, my lola's birthday celebration went really well. bitin nga ehh! kasi instead na mag-overnight hanggang 10 pm lang kami but it's okay at least we had the chance to celebrate it together. it was also a mini reunion for us. Ü

we swim a lot, eat a lot, sing a lot, and talk a lot! Ü
i really like being with the people i love.

[that's the cake we bought for her. yum'!]

[mga anak nya yan ahihi.]

[syempre kami naman ang mga apo.]

[having fun!]

second thing, i have a sore throat! i know, no one is to blame but me.
mom and i went to SM yesterday. im really craving for orange chicken and buko pandan.
so, we went straight to Chowking.
after having 2 orders of buko pandan [plus Krushers when we're about to go home] my throat started to ache. pffft. T_T minsan napapahamak ako sa katakawan weee. ;'(

third thing, about my online business. :D nasa FB po yun ahe'! Ü
i do sell most of the clothes that my aunt gave me.
sayang kasi hehe. yung iba talagang hindi kasya, yung iba naman sadyang hindi ko lang sinusuot. Ü

fourth, since it's mother's day i made a video for my mom. Ü
it is nothing compare for all her sacrifices. a little thank you isn't enough.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to your mom too! Ü

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Oops, thanks to dyane for tagging me! :) [i'll just copy the questions]

RANDOM TRUTHS.

you have to have 2 answer each question. be honest!

things that scares you:
1. RAT -- freak! especially the big ones with long tail. OMG!
2. CAT -- i don't like them. i even don't know why. :( it just i don't like them as a pet plus their eyes is scary in the dark.

things you can't live without

1. FAMILY -- :D i don't wanna be alone. family is here to stay all the time! Ü
2. INTERNET/CELLPHONE -- that's the best way to communicate with my loved ones!

things that you hate about yourself:

1. IM NOT A RISK TAKER
2. PESSIMIST [ i have less confidence too. :( hate it!]

things that you love about yourself:
1. IM PRETTY SWEET AND CREATIVE
2. PATIENT [mental patient LoL!]

things you first notice on a guy/girl:
1. COMPLEXION -- yea. yea. :D
2. EYES -- he has to have cute eyes just like mine lol! Ü

guys/girls you fancied on marrying:
1. MARCUS -- ;D he's my man. Ü he has to be my man! haha. Ü
2. KYLE -- :D he's such a cutie! Ü he has cute eyes too. :D so ,perfect ang magiging eyes ng baby namin! haha :)

two person you would want to be stuck in a deserted island:
1.HMMmm can't think of any person.

2. mmmmmmm

two person you want to see in person:
1. MARCUS -- DEFiNiTELY! ;)
2. and the two guys in my dream. freak! until now, hindi ko maisip kung sino sila haha! Ü

embarrassing moments:

1. Being center of attention kasi tumaob sa upuan because of my cousin. ampff! :)
2. and that thing! yikes i don't wanna elaborate it. HAHA. :)

dream date:
1. GROUP DATE WITH MY FRIENDS AND THEIR BF/GF. :) -- plano talaga namin 'to. we are just waiting for the right time. haha. Ü
2. GO TO AMUSEMENT PARK -- ride and eat a lot! ;)

places you'd rather be right now:
1. ALASKA -- ang init sa Pinas! :((
2. IRELAND -- wanna see how he's doing. Ü

IM DONE. :) NOW, IM PASSING THIS TO EVERYONE Ü
FEEL FREE TO TAG YOURSELF, OKAY? :)

muahugs! Ü

will do blog hoppin this evening! Ü see you later. hugness!

sorry. ;]

2010-04-29T18:06:00.005+08:00

i feel guilty for not making any updates.

i don't even do blog hoppin' for quite some time. [15 days to be exact!]

T_T im not neglecting my blog its just there are many things that occupied my time.

i started selling clothes online. [so far, got four successful transactions. ;D]
i had reunion with my high school friends. [baliktad na ang mundo hehe :D lahat ng payat sila na yung mataba ngayon] seryoso! ^.^
my cousins and i made a birthday presentation for our dearest lola. :D she will be turning 81 on May 5. [we made a short play on how her love story with our lolo began] it was fun. :D ang dami kasing bloopers haha. Ü jam played the role of our lola and alwie was the lolo. im still going to edit the whole stuff so maybe i will be able to finish it this Sunday. ohh syempre im talking about my other lola [yung mabait! definitely not MADAM! she's the wicked one! lol]
my aunt from cali arrived and she will visit us here tomorrow.
we are going to have a family reunion on Wednesday. it will also be the celebration of our lola's birthday. we're going to ECO PARK :D wheee'
and of course, i started working at home again. AMEN. Ü

see, im pretty busy that's why i can't visit your blog more often.
BUT i really i appreciate all the tags and comments. Ü

thank you so much. :D
i so love you. Ü

have a nice weekends Ü enjoy!

P.S.
ohh i should thank dyuuchan for being so nice to me. haha :D
hindi lang ka'blog 'to... ka'facebook, ka'text, at kakulitan ko na :D

baklaaaaaaaaaa, super thanks! i found new friend in you. stay happy! Ü

crazy i know!

2010-04-15T20:53:00.008+08:00

naiiyak ako :( bakit si andrew ang natanggal sa AI! ampf. nasakit puso ko. totoo! [OA] haha :D
mom and i went to tagaytay yesterday. nagsimba kami sa tierra de maria and would you believe one of the things i asked God was to let ANDREW win that contest. seryoso. pero mukang hindi ako ganoon kalakas kay BRO hehe. Ü but i know his plan is best kaya kahit medyo sumakit ang puso ko sa pagkakatanggal niya i still have to smile. :)

i get this kilig factor whenever i listen to his music. [freak?]
ahaha. Ü FOREVER's my LSS for almost three days! Ü
both the acoustic and studio version. Ü
andrew made me love this song even more. Ü if you could only see how wide my smile is. :D

andrew reminds me of someone. i don't know why but i see this certain person in him.
ohh i have no special relationship to that guy natutuwa lang ako ha. [DEFENSIVE] ;p

anyway, the training went well. i met new friends and got the chance to experience new things.
at first i thought im going to do transcription work so i was pretty amaze when the trainor told us what exactly our work would be like.

SCORER-- we need to categorize every post we have read. pretty easy right?

sort of, read and decide. Ü

medyo windang pa ako kasi mga englishero sila lahat! so no choice kung hindi mag spanish ako. echos! Ü american company and yea. the owner is definitely an american.

pero kasi ayoko na. huhu. yea. once lang ako pumunta ng training after monday hindi na ako bumalik. crazy! i know. :( kaso naman po 10pm na yung uwian nila and to think na sa Naic pa ako uuwi. Grrrr. no choice kung hindi sunduin na naman ako. delikadoooooooooo.

but i really had fun. i personally called sir charles to express my gratitude.

i even had the chance to mingle with the company owner.
sabi 'ko gwapo. kaso biglang may bumulong sa akin sabi "FYI gwapo rin ang gusto!" [peace!]

so i am back to home base work! AMEN.